Chapter 39 Terrill let his new friend, Perry, lead him away from the homeless shelter, but inwardly, he wondered why he bothered. He could keep running and hiding, but eventually Horsham would find him. And then what? Would he fight his old friend? Over an evil deed that he himself was ashamed of? That he himself thought he deserved to be punished for? Perhaps what had happened to Mary called out for his own end, once and for all. Did he deserve to go on, year after year, not really a man and not really a vampire? What am I? Even as he thought this, his gorge rose and he found himself on his knees, puking up the red meat he’d gobbled. He looked down. It looked as though the meat was undigested, as though it had been completely rejected. That was impossible. He needed raw meat to surviv

