Even Just For Now

Episode 9

In the morning I went back on Lily’s house just to see her. I cheated on him. But I can’t stop my feelings for her knowing she’s in love with me.

“Ma Vie” She said to me

“You are my everything Ma Vie”

Ma Vie is our terms of endearment it’s a French word. We stroll everyday together. She makes my day brighter.

Until one day I decided to finished my relationship with Nicolai. Its not easy for me to say goodbye to him. Because he is the one that got away. But I need to do this.

“Nicolai”

“Yes sweet heart”

“We need to talk”

“About what?”

“About us. I’m sorry but it’s over”

“What? Our marriage is coming. What happened to you? Where’s the old Ella. A woman who loves me? I knew it you and Lily have an affair. I know you cheated on me. But I chose to ignored my pains. Because I’m afraid to loose you. Call me selfish. I wont allow you to break our promises. But I allowed you to love her.”

“What? You know everything. Then set me free”

“I can’t”

Seeing him crying in front of me makes my heart bleeding. I’m guilty.

“Ella please stay with me marry me I want you to be my wife and mother of my child in the future. Please. Even you’re in love with her. I can endure the pain seeing you flirting with her. But I can’t endure the pain because you left me”