“Jay I’m so sorry!”
“It doesn’t matter Callan.”
“Yes, it does. It was so stupid of me to do that! A-and it wasn’t my business to tell, I’m sorry.” Callan whispered.
“Who were you talking to?” I asked.
“Howie. I just...I was in a bad space when I found out it wasn’t mine.”
“Yeah, I get that.” I muttered. “I’m not mad Callan. I don’t have the energy to be. Everyone was going to find out anyway. It’s almost easier that I don’t have to tell them now. They just know.”
“Yeah, I guess. You really wanna go back to school?” He asked.
“Yes. I want to be out in the world again. I need to be.”
“Okay...so what are you going to wear?”
“Anything but a long white dress.”
^^^
I was nervous and nauseous. We were in the parking lot of the school. I took a deep breath and got out of the car.
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