“So?” I asked. “Is it true? Did you kiss her?”
“Yes...but no! But yes! It was really complicated, Jay.”
“Then simplify it. Make me understand.”
“Life without you was really hard, babe. Like torturous. Every day I waited for a call, a text, a shred of proof that you were alive and coming back to me. And every day I got nothing. I...I lied on the stand okay?” Callan whispered.
“About what?”
“For a while-just like a few days-I kind of thought maybe you did go with him willingly. M-maybe not at first but that maybe he convinced you that you two should be together.”
“How could you think that about me?” I whispered.
“Jay, you have to understand how f****d up I was while you were gone. I ran through every possible scenario in mind that ended with you being alive. And one of them was tha
