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There was a funeral, yet he didn't come.
Instead, Kai chose to look from afar, he couldn't see her being buried six feet under where he stands. To send her a white rose by tossing it above her white coffin. To cry a goodbye with the reluctance to shed a tear. To leave where she lies, slowly walking away with his shoulders slumped.
He chose to stay far, for in being far away, he could still deny the reality that's she's gone.
The rain is pouring heavily. The sky is dark and the thunders are angry. Just as how he's feeling, slumped and stepped on.
He's still looking for answers, and it seems like he's been having a hard time looking for it. He's starting to feel like a failure, unable to fulfill the promise he uttered without.
He always fail miserably to protect the people he car
