The rain lashed against the windows like tiny stones, matching the chaos inside Liam’s heart.
He sat alone in the empty locker room, the silence deafening. The echo of the door slamming shut still rang in his ears.
"I thought you were ready."
Noah’s words cut deeper than any knife. He was right. Liam wasn't ready. No matter how much he loved Noah, no matter how happy they were, the fear was still there. The fear of judgment, the fear of losing everything he had worked for.
He had pushed Noah away to protect them. But looking at the empty space where Noah had stood, he realized he had already lost something far more important.
Peace.
Three days passed.
Three days of hell.
The atmosphere in the team had changed completely. The warmth was gone, replaced by a freezing cold that was worse than before.
Liam was back to being the Ice King. In fact, he was colder than ever.
He didn't smile. He didn't joke. He shouted orders, he criticized mistakes, and he made everyone walk on eggshells.
But the worst part was... he completely ignored Noah.
It was like Noah was invisible to him.
During practice, Liam skated past him without a glance. When Noah passed the puck to him, Liam caught it without saying thanks. When they stood side by side, Liam turned his head away as if Noah burned just by being near him.
Noah tried. God, he tried.
At first, he gave Liam space. He thought the Captain just needed time to cool down. But after two days of being treated like a stranger, Noah’s heart began to crack.
He tried to catch Liam after practice. "Liam, can we talk?"
But Liam just grabbed his bag and walked straight out the door. "I'm busy. Go train."
Noah stood there, watching him leave, his eyes stinging.
It hurt. It hurt more than anything. Liam was punishing him. Or maybe Liam was punishing himself. Either way, Noah was the one bleeding.
It was during a scrimmage match when things reached their breaking point.
Noah was skating fast, weaving through players, determined to show he belonged there. He saw an opening and went for it, but he wasn't looking where he was going.
CRACK!
He collided hard with another player, losing his balance. He fell awkwardly on the ice, his ankle twisting under his weight.
"Argh!" Noah grunted, gripping his leg.
The game stopped immediately. Players skated over.
"You okay, rookie?"
"Need help?"
Noah nodded, trying to stand up, but a sharp pain shot up his leg and he winced, collapsing back down.
"I'm fine," he muttered, refusing to cry. "Just give me a hand."
Someone reached out. Noah looked up, expecting it to be a teammate.
But it was Liam.
Liam had skated over fast. His face was a mask of panic, his eyes wide and terrified. All the coldness was gone, replaced by pure worry.
"Noah!"
Liam dropped to his knees on the ice, completely forgetting about everyone watching. He didn't care about the team. He didn't care about the contract. He only saw his boy in pain.
"Where does it hurt? Did you break something?" Liam’s voice was shaking. He reached out to touch Noah’s ankle, his hands gentle despite his panic.
Noah flinched. Not from the pain, but from the touch.
He pulled his leg back sharply, staring up at Liam with red, angry eyes.
"Don't," Noah whispered, his voice cold and hard.
Liam froze, his hands hovering in the air.
"Don't touch me," Noah said louder, pushing himself up with the help of someone else. "You made it very clear, Captain. We are at work. So treat me like a player, not... whatever you think I am."
The words hit Liam like a punch to the gut.
He stood up slowly, the distance between them suddenly feeling like miles. He saw the hurt in Noah’s eyes. The betrayal.
"I..." Liam tried to speak, but his throat felt tight. "I was just..."
"I don't need your pity, Liam," Noah cut him off, leaning on his stick, trying not to limp. "And I don't need your heat just to freeze me out again. I'm done playing games."
Noah turned away, hopping slightly as he skated towards the bench, leaving Liam standing alone in the middle of the ice.
The other players looked down, awkward and silent. They could feel the tension. It was thicker than the fog on the rink.
Liam stood there, the cold ice biting through his skates.
He looked at his hands. Hands that wanted to hold Noah, to protect him, to love him. But hands that had pushed him away instead.
I messed up, he thought, his heart shattering into a million pieces. I really messed up this time.
The Ice King was alone again. And this time, the cold was unbearable.