Tell me you're mine

He's here

Evelyn's P.O.V.

    I sat in my chair and think of my Andrew…how gorgeous is after 6 years since I last saw him. Oh my, and those lips, all I can think right now are his hands and lips over my entire body. I have to stop, I’m in my office, waiting for Dimitri. 

„My Queen, I’m here” Dimitri said entering in my office.

„Sit. You know that I don’t like call me that way, especially when I have strangers here.”

„I know, but he said that you know each other for more than 8 years.”

„You know him?”

„No”

„So, how would you call me in front of him since now?”

„BOSS.. I’m sorry Queen!”

„I hope so. Coming back to business, we have to talk about the shipment…I suppose it’s arriving on time and everything is on its way.”

„Of course.” He watches at his watch. „It’s half past 1am, in one hour and a half it’s in our store.”

„Good. You’ll go over there alone tonight. If there’s a problem call me. Now, if you’ll excuse me, I have an old issue to attend.” 

„Of course Queen. I’ll text you when it’s done.” And then he leaves my office. 

    I relax in my seat and I think over my life since he left me…or since he let me to let him leave me…. or since he let me leave him. I don’t know to explain.

*FLASHBACK*

6 years ago

Evelyn's P.O.V.

„My beautiful Lyn, it’s an extraordinary thing to meet a person who understands you, who accepts you exactly the way you are, who completes you. And you, you made all these words come true, you seduced me and my mind, I’m wrapped around you little fingers and I have to thank God for that. If you didn’t lay your eyes on me, I might never feel more alive than now. I love you, I’m in love with you, your mind and soul.  Would you do me the extraordinary honour to be my wife?” Andrew said to me.

    I’m speechless for a moment, then a tear form in my right eye…yeah, a happy tear.

„Yes baby! I would be more than happy to be your wife.” He put the ring on my finger, stands up, wraps his strong arms around me and kiss me passionately. I gasped for air few moments later, when he pulls me up and spins me.. we laugh.

6 months later

Andrew's P.O.V.

    In two days is Lyn’s birthday and I prepared her a gift that she’s never gonna forget, an entire month in Europe, just the two of us. 

    I’m daydreaming of my beautiful fiancé and her smile, when I received a text from my ex Lyla. 

„We need to talk. I’m in LA just for a few hours. You won’t regret if you meet me. Same spot as usual, in half an hour. Lyla” What the hell? What does she want from me? She broke my heart, my friends tried an entire year to bring me back but they failed. Then my Lyn appeared in my life, she’s my life, my everything. I couldn’t thank her enough for all the support, for bringing me back to life. So NO, I’m not gonna meet that s*ut.

„I’m sorry to disappoint you, but I’m not gonna tell my fiancé – I can’t make to our dinner cause some person want to meet me. Have a good life, Lyla. Delete my number and never contact me again.” Instantly a new text came.

„Oh, I don’t really care about your fiancé right now. All I care now is our son.”

WHAT? WHAT THE HELL IS THE TALKING ABOUT?

„WHAT?”

„Got you attention now, right? Meet me and I’ll explain everything. No trap, I promise.” Lyla wrote. I get out of the house, jumped in my Mustang and went to our spot, in the park. When I saw her, all I could think was that I fell disgusted, I can’t believe that I was in love with her on some point of my life. Her red hair, her white pale skin, her brown eyes never riches the beauty of my Lyn. 

„I’m here.” I said standing next to her.

„I see. Look, I’m not trying to disturb your life, but I need help. Our son, Mark, he needs help. A surgery and it’s very expensive and I can’t afford on my own. If I have had the money, I wouldn’t bothered you.”

    Okay, let’s talk about it a little bit. I can’t believe that she cheated on me, left me and after 2 years she came back with a son. Apparently, my son.. if he is my son. It’s not like would be the first time she’s lying to me.

„You can’t be serious. I mean, you cheated on me, left me and after 2 years, when I’m f**king happy over the moon and back you came here and throw that to me. He’s even mine?” I said angrily.

„Yes.” ….. okay, she is too calm.

„How can you be sure? If I remember correctly, you were with David in the same time you were with me.”

„Look, I’m sorry about that, but I know that because I talked with him when I found out that I was pregnant and he said he couldn’t have kids… so it’s yours. Ours.” 

    WHAT THE HELL… NO, NO, NO. How I’m gonna to explain that to Lyn?  

„And you wait 2 years to tell me that I am a DAD?” I yelled.

„I know I’ve broke your heart so bad and I didn’t have the courage to face you, not even pregnant. I’m sorry” She said nervously.

„How old is he?”

„Almost 2. His birthday is in two days.”

    NO. NO. NO. He’s birthday is on the same day with Lyn..I cannot miss her birthday.

„Okay… what do you want from me now?”

„I told you already… I need help. Our son needs help and I can’t afford the costs of the surgery.”

„When it’s his surgery?”

„In two days”

    F*CK ME. GOD TAKE ME OVER THERE WITH YOU NOW. OH, HOW AM I GONNA TELL LYN THAT? I yelled in my mind. All I could think was what Lyn is gonna take this……. I’m a dead man. I can’t abandon my child. I can’t loose Lyn. How will she react? What if she leaves me?

„I’m gonna recognize Mark as my child and help you with everything.” I said helplessly

„Okay. I’m texting you the hospital and everything about it. Thank you.”

    Without saying another word I stand up and walk to my car. 

IN THE CAR 

„Hey baby” I said sadly 

„What happened? Are you ok?” Lyn speak nervously

„I need to talk to you. When you get home?”

„In 10 minutes, maybe 15.”

„Okay. Meet you there. Love you”

„Love you to baby. Everything’s gonna be okay.” Then she hangs up.

    I start the engine and drove home like a maniac.

AT THE HOUSE

„My love, I’m home.” I yelled 

„Kitchen” She said.

    I go to her, pick her up, kiss her hungrily and she moans in my mouth. When we break the kiss, she lifts her hand up to my face and starts to speak.

„What happened to you my sweet boy? Who upsets you so bad?” she asked gently like a mother. Oh, God how much I love her. How could I say what upsets me without broke her heart? 

„Babe!” she said pulling me out of my mind. I reached her hands and pulled her to our couch.

„Sit with me” I said taking a deep breath. Now or never I said to myself. 

„I’m gonna tell you something, I don’t know how you’ll react. I don’t even know if it’s good or bad. I don’t know how I feel. All I want you to know is that I love you very much and I want you to listen all I have to say, okay?” I said nervously. She nods me to start to speak.

„Today Lyla texted me” I pulled out my phone from my pocket and give her to see the texts. She read and I can tell from her facial expressions that she’s gonna kill me. When she ended reading, she looked at me and noded to continued.

„When I met her, she said that Mark is my son. She knows that because David can’t have children. Mark needs a surgery and she doesn’t have enough money to support all the costs.” I said it all in a breath. I looked in her eyes and all I could see is fear.

„What are you going to do?” her voice cracks. I could tell that she’s holding her tears.  

„I told her that I’m gonna recognize Mark as my child and help him with everything.” Now I feel the fear in all my cells. I’m afraid of her reaction, of what is she going to say.

„Hmmm.” A few moments we stayed in silence then she asked breathlessly: „Do you still love her?”

„Lyn, I love you now and you know that.” I said trying to get close to her, but she raised her hand to stop. I stopped.

„Do you still love her? Did you felt something when you saw her?” she asked not looking at me.

„No, I don’t think so. When I saw her I remembered all the pain and I couldn’t believe that I was in a relationship with her.” I said nervously.

„You don’t think so and you remembered all the pain she caused to you?” I can tell from her tone that I’m screwed. She’s angry. I nod.

„When is the surgery?”

„In two days.”

„You’re going too or you’re sending her money?”

„I’m going too. I need to meet my son.”

„Where you are going to come back?”

I don’t like where is our conversation going.

„I don’t know.” I said helplessly looking her in the eyes. She smiles at me. A sad smile.

„Well, my love.” She extends her hand to caress my cheek „your son needs you more than me. You have to be there for him. How old is he?”

„He’s two in two days” I said smiling.

„Oh. That is sweet. You should go to pack your things. I’ll make dinner” she stands up and goes to kitchen.

„Babe, are you ok with all?” I asked walking behind her.

„Not quite, but what I can do? Nothing. You have a child with a woman who cheated on you, left you miserably. I hate that she came back for you. I know it is for your son, at least that is what she said to you.” she said while she’s fighting the tears.

„My love, I know it’s going to be hard to accept. It is hard even for me. I don’t know if she is here for me too or just for our son, but all I care is for him, for Mark and you. I don’t care about her at all. I love you, you have to believe me.” 

„our son” she murmured but I pretend that I didn’t hear it. I don’t want to upset her even more. „Go packing” she turns and leaves.

After 2 months

Evelyn's P.O.V.

    Days go by, weeks go by and I miss my fiancé more than anything. We speak every day, he is so happy with his son now that he is healthy. He sends me a lot of photos with the two of them and I can tell that the role of DAD suits him very well. But I miss his touch, our cuddles, our s*x, his hand wrapped around me in the morning, his lips kissing my shoulder when I’m cooking. I know I sound selfish but I miss Andrew. 

    I’m in our bed watching  some silly movie when I heard my phone beeping. I receive a photo by an unknown number. I opened and my world collapsed. Is a photo with Andrew sleeping with an arm wrapped around Lyla’s waist. She’s sleeping in some sexy red dress, her hair is a mess like she had a rough night, a rough s*x night. I curled up in a ball in bed and start crying. 

„You said you loved me more than your life, now you’re sleeping next to her, you’re loving her.” I sobbed

I look again at the photo and I decided to call him. Before calling him I send him the photo.

„Hey babe, what are you doing up at this hour? Something is wrong or you’re missing me?” he said with a sleepy voice

„I’m sorry if I woke you up” I start sobbing

„My love, what happened? How can I help you?” he said lovely

„Can” sob „you” sob „tell” sob „me” sob „what the hell are you doing” sob „with her in your bed?” now I start crying even more.

„Babe, what are you talking about? I don’t sleep with her and I didn’t sleep with her or next to her.”

„Look at the photo I send to you” Silence for few seconds

„Lyn, I don’t know who send this to you, but I didn’t sleep with her. You have to believe me.” He said helplessly

„When you’re coming home?”

„I don’t know… believe me my love, I miss you very much. But this buddy wrapped me around his little fingers. I can’t believe how amazing is he and he likes me very much.” He said happily.

„Why aren’t you coming here with him for a week? Or should I come there?” I ask with hope in my heart.

„I have to ask Lyla if she is okay with that.”

„What?”

„I can’t take him away from her without her knowing that. We didn’t make the recognition yet and I can’t take him without her. I need to ask her if you could come here, in Seattle.”

„Okay… look I have to go back to sleep. Please, I don’t want to get these type of photos of you. I love you and I miss you very much. Good night, my sweet boy.”

„You won’t get more photos. I promise. I love you too. Good night, my love” and he hangs. I curled up in a ball again and sob. Is this way that I’m going to live my life? For how long? That photo is real? I ask me millions question before I fell asleep.

After another two weeks

„I can’t believe she won’t let me be around her son or giving your son to travel home.” I said angrily

„I know, but I can’t do anything. I don’t have the authority above him. I can’t leave the state with him without her or her agreement and she doesn’t want to leave.”

„When do you do the recognition?”

„I don’t know…”

„Well, when you’ll do it, call me again. I’m sick of you knowing nothing. I’m sick of her and all this.” I said angrily and hang the call.

„Screw you and all your promises.” I yelled. He’s calling, I decline the call.

    Another call decline, another one, another one, few more. Then, I get a text from him.

„My love, I’m really sorry about all. But I can’t choose between you and my son. Don’t put me choose, please my love. Answer my calls babe. I know that the things are not that lovely, but I promise it will be done soon. I love you, don’t forget that. Please forgive me.”

„F*ck you and all your promises Andrew.” I scoff „don’t put me choose”… like I’m gonna be the one you choose. „Screw all this” I threw my phone on my bed. I want to be alone with nothing in my mind for a couple o days. Please God, let me live in peace. I start crying.

After another two weeks

„For f*cking sake Andrew. Get the paper done now and come home!” I said pissed off.

„I can’t… we made the appointment, but it takes time.”

„What about your job?”

„I think I’m gonna call over there to transfer my working here.”

„You’re moving there for good?”

„I don’t want to, but I can’t let my son without a father.”

    I take a very deep breath and said calmly:

„You know what Andrew? Screw all this. You don’t know, you can’t, you won’t choose…this is all I hear from you for three months now. I tried to be supportive but I can’t anymore. Even if it hearts like hell, I have to do this. Don’t choose, my love. Let me choose for you. Choose your son. I’m out of this. I love you.” And with that I hang out the phone and threw the phone on the wall. 

*END FLASHBACK*

     Why is he here I wonder… it hurt like hell when he touched me. I missed him so much over the years. Okay…back to real world now. 

„You have a club to run, you are the Queen Mafia from States, your best friend is the Queen Mafia in Europe, you share the same passion of bike with her, your life is ok, you didn't hear anything from your husband for 2 years but he's your best friend...he will come around, I hope.” I told myself out loud. 

    And with that I got out my office and went to meet my ex fiancé, my sweet boy.

    I see him next to the bar, speaking with Aidan, laughing. Oh, that laugh.. how much I’ve missed that. The way he plays with the drink, the way he smiles are enough to turn me on. OMG, what is happening to me? I’m THE QUEEN OF MAFIA and here I am, looking at him, melting in front of his smile.

    I get closer to him and before I can put my head on his shoulder, like he sensed my presence, he turns hid head to me, his lips nearly touching mine. I blinked and retreat. 

„Let’s go home.” I said smiling. Yeah, I still living in the same house I use to live with him. I look over my shoulder and yelled ”hey Aidan, you’re in charge! Dimitri is on his way” and I winked at him.

„You’re coming with me or with you car?” I asked

„With you” he said smiling. Just the thought of his hands wrapped around my waist make me wet my pants. I have to control my hormones before we get home. 

    We ride my bike and I drive home. It feels so nice to have him with me. when we got home he was surprised that I lived in the same house that we live together.

„You still live here” he said surprised but I think I sensed some hope in his voice.

„Yeah, besides all, I love this house and the memories inside it.” His eyes sparkled when I finished speaking. „Let’s get inside. I made some changes anyway.”

„You changed the furniture” he smiled

„Yeah, I cracked most of it” I smile at the memory of me smashing and cracking every spots of the house when we made love.

„Why?”

„It hurt” I smile bitterly „Well, I smashed and cracked every spots that we climbed having s*x” I said looking to kitchen.

„You haven’t change the couch” his voice sounds so low like he doesn’t have air in his lungs.

„It smelled like you” I smiled „and I tried to throw it but I couldn’t carry it out…plus it’s still comfortable” I wink.

He smirks. I left a chuckle going to kitchen.

„Hungry?” I asked

„A little”

„Steak and fried potatoes?” I asked casually

He nod nervously. While I prepare out food I wonder how to start the talk. Then I thought: he was your fiancé, you don’t have to persuade him. Just ask. Sensing my nervously he said:

„Just ask, Lyn.”

I laugh softly.

„How are you? How is Mark? He is 8 now, right? I bet he’s as sweet as you and charming.”

„Ahh…” he hesitate „he is sweet”

I turn to him „Okay, spill it out. What happened?”

He chuckles then looks outside the window: „He’s not my son”  

Okay, I think I’m dreaming.. ha ha ha.. he said Mark is not his son.. yeah, in my dreams. I daydreaming when I heard him calling my name.

„Lyn, Lyn, where are you?”

„Sorry, I thought I heard you saying that Mark isn’t your son” I said nervously sensing that my heart is beating fast, very fast.

„You heard right. He is not my son.” 

And with that, all went black.