"Luca! We have been trying for years now. That accident ruined me. How am I supposed to have any more kids." I scream at him. I cry and cry. I've been doing that for the last few years. Every time I get like this though I have my husband here by my side to help me through it. He's so supportive but we are both getting older. I want more kids and it's just not happening. Maybe I should give up. I lost one baby already. "It's okay baby! I'm fine with trying even if I have to every day okay. If you want to take a break or give up that's fine. I want you to do what's going to make you happy. We already have 3 wonderful kids." He hugs me and I cry into his chest. "I just want one more. That's all I'm asking. I lost our baby Luca and it hurt both of us so much. I want another chance." I sob in

