I cry as I curl up into my bed. My roommate tries to cheer me up. “Why won't he answer the phone, Natalie! It's been like this for 4 months. He only calls me back once a week.” I sob. “Girl he's a doctor. I'm pretty sure they work like crazy.” she frowns. “What if he's cheating on me. What if he doesn't want to wait 4 years just to be with me foreal.” I blow my nose. “Unlikely if you're carrying his child. Girl, you are big.” she rubs my giant baby bump. I'm only 7 months pregnant. I left 5 months ago and at first, I couldn't bear it. Then I met Natalie. She's helped me get used to being away from Luca. “Why don't you spend a year here and then go somewhere else?” she asks “I know this is your dream school but you have a family now. She frowns. She's right. I do have a family to think

