The entire world around me just stopped. It felt like a big hammer was stabbed into my heart. A big storm rose in it. It felt like something heavy broke inside me, was that my heart? No that was already destroyed. Then what was that still beating inside me? Her bright face, She was relishing her time. Her broad smile and the way she hugged Nash told me that she was incredibly happy. I have never seen her smile like this since we met after five long years. Her hands, Nash’s elbow, were making me crazy. “Neil.. Neil…” Rosa distracted me from her. She waved her hand in front of my eyes and started behind me. “Where are you lost? Did you see anyone known?” She saw behind me with a puzzled look. I again flew an emotional wave. I shook my head. “Nothing..” I smiled bitterly. Even if turned b

