I sat on the same bench as that day, thinking back to how we sat here after I found out about him and Mel. I was early, I wasn't sure if I'd be able to face going through with it if I didn't head out as soon as I was ready. I felt sick with nerves and sorrow for what I was about to do. I closed my eyes to stop from crying, but it only made it possible for my mind to torment me once more as images of me and Sean flicked through my head like a slideshow.
"Rox?"
Sean's voice sounded just a short distance away and my breath seemed to vanish from my lungs. Opening my eyes meant I would see him. Seeing him meant I would have to tell him that it was over, and doing that meant that I would be losing the man that I was in love with. I remembered Mel's threat and right away I knew I had to pull my
