Paul let out a snort and then stared at me. As he stood up, the first question that sprang to his mind was," "You wouldn't have let me c*m till you were ready for me just now!" I must have beefed up my defenses because I smiled at him with a phony grin made of plastic and gazed at him. "Goodbye Paul ," I said. After I finished my sentence, I went out of his apartment and onto the elevator. Throughout the whole of my ride in the elevator, I maintained my calm by sitting perfectly motionless. It wasn't until I was sitting in the taxi that I glanced down into my lap and attempted to sob quietly while making as little noise as I could while doing so. "Hello?" In the midst of my daydream, I am rudely awoken by Max's voice. The first thing I do is check the meter on my PC. I only just now g

