I stood silent and still, watching them look at each other with so much love. The numbness in my heart is taking over slowly. My heart is as cold as my body from the wind still blowing. It feels like ice on my skin. How will I ever find this hope he says I am meant to find? As they turn to leave, Lilith is tucked under his arm, my thoughts jumbled and confused; they are just leaving me now. They are leaving me alone like this with my thoughts, my confusion, and the pain. What do I even do now? “Willow, we should go inside. You are freezing.” Rana is standing by me, placing a hand on my shoulder. I had nearly forgotten she was there. “Where do I go now? There is no home for me.” My body slumps a bit. I’m so tired. Everything in me is drained, and I will never find my way to this hope with

