The one that got away

Chapter 1: Feeling.

“These pain your feeling are the messenger... Listen to them.”

Chapter 1: Feeling.

She was sitting on the horizon of the porch bought her knees close towards her chest, she slowly hugged herself, when the sudden thunderbolt sound that made her shiver to the soul, making her hold tight.

Her eyes were red, the tear that had dried up got again restored with tears. No matter how precisely she attempted to control but her tears won’t stop from falling. How could she stop? A million words would not bring him back, she knew because she had tried. Neither would a million tears, she knew because she has cried.

She wanted to stand up and go inside as it started to rain heavily as she tried to stand, but her foot slipped and fell hard on the dirty floor, dirtying her clothes and hurting herself.

She tried to stand up the second time but her legs gave up, collapsed back on her butt, hurting herself again in the process. Her physical pain felt nothing over her mental and emotional pain she was feeling.

She didn’t care that her hair was on the face, she didn’t care her clothes were clinging to her body. She just sat in that same spot with all the flashbacks of her past and present kept on running back and forth.

'Ah, my beginning and the ending had to end up in such a way?' after that thought, she cried even more bitterly.

'Why are you so cruel to me my destiny? I never asked anything more than happiness' she murmured no one in particular but to herself.

And soon her brain stopped to function, her eyes slowly started to give in, as the darkness completely consumed her, and gradually she had lost her consciousness.