This isn't the way.

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What the hell was wrong with me?! What was I thinking!? I had lost control and tried to get with Victoria. My self control was slipping. Not only that I almost kissed her with my venom on her pouting lips. They were so inviting that I lost my self control and regained it enough to kiss her cheek. I wanted her so much which wasn't in my DNA to do. I could smell my desire wafting from my body as the lunch bell went off. This caused some of the wolfs to go into a minie heat. It was starting to get heated in the halls as they made out and one couple were dry humping. They lingered around me as I walked to get my things. I fed from the little transaction the wolfs desires made but it just made me more horny. Thankful I was off for 2 week and I wouldn't have to actually sit beside her all day everyday like my Uncle had set up. "Help win her over" The only down side is there is nothing like wolfs desires when their mates are around to feed on. It was a catch 182. Be fed and in control but extremely horney or starved without control and access to her. I know I could take my needs out on Izzy but no matter how many times we f****d it wasn't enough. I was going crazy. Izzy came bursting out of a class room with a triumphant smile on his lips. When he saw me he gave me a s**t eating grin. "I'm placing my mark on Victoria today" He smirked. "Might even see her in my dreams." "You can't." I warned super pissed off at him. "This isn't the way." "Its gonna happen anyway Jared there's no fighting it." He grinned. "I'm done following the rules. We have already been waiting 3yrs im done." "You know the extent this will harm her. I won't take it Izzy. And I'll kill you if you do!" He looked at me seriously this time a sparkle still in his eyes. "I won't make her pregnant Jared. I promise you that. Not until she claims us but I just can't hold back anymore. Im done fighting myself for something that is enviable. She is ours." He came up close like he wanted to kiss me but instead he patted my shoulders. I searched his head and what he said was true. He was sick and tired of holding back. We hid our relationship well. Although there were rumors we tagged teamed."You can't fight yourself forever waiting on a word Jared." He was right but I couldnt disobey the order. He left me frozen in myself as he smiled away. He knew I grew up in the order and one day would serve for the order. I hoped my partner would be from the same background so it would be easier. Not that you were severely punished for breaking rules. Just I had to be an enforcer if Izzy broke those rules. The curse they gave me when i was a child demanded it. I couldn't walk away from that. I cursed under my breath. And went to grab my things before leaving and stopping Izzy. I couldn't let him just do what he wanted. There were procedures and rutuals that needed to be done before we even got accepted to mate. Although I knew if I was around sticky vicky I wouldn't be able to hold myself back either. Not for long periods atleast.
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