Illianas P . O . V The silence between us was so loud I could have sworn that it was just sitting In plane sight just for the sake of mocking me . His eyes were on me and observing my every move. Jaxton had long left all that remained was the two us and the awkward silence that lingered in the air. "Ummm," I could somewhat feel the pain he was going through yet a part of me still feigned ignorance and tried to dismiss the whole situation. I could not tell if it was the couch I was sitting in that was uncomfortable or I was just uncomfortable because of the situation at hand . My wolf was retired in the furthest part of my soul and I just could not bring myself to fault her for her offish behaviour . Deep down I wanted to be like her , I wanted to crawl away into the darkness and escape

