2: Strawberry Jam Hearing those loud sirens from a distance is not the same as when they're ringing right above your head, when you're in the midst of a very critical situation and running against time. If you'd have told me two months ago that I'd be in the back of an ambulance, speeding off to the nearest hospital, with my father's life hanging in the balance, and about to qualify to make an episode of s*x sent me to the ER -i would've made you feel like the most insane,delusional, person to ever walk this planet. Because insanity is all that this is. Not even fairytales are this inventive. I can not even begin to emphasise how shocked and unbelieving i still am that this is happening to me. I mean i know I'm a sinner but seriously?! Seriously?! Looking back, i don't know w

