Chapter Forty I chose a baby blue sundress as I studied myself in the mirror. I felt my armpits getting damp as my heart raced in anticipation. I hadn’t been on an actual date in years, part of me was nervous about meeting someone else, and the other part felt guilty like I was somehow cheating on Josh. I knew that was ridiculous; we weren’t even a couple, especially now that we hadn’t spoken in so long. I looked down at my phone, and he was already ten minutes late. I looked through my messages to see if he had texted me, but nothing. Strike one, already rude for not letting me know he was going to be late. I sat down on the bed, annoyed. Twenty minutes later, Cash texted me that he was outside, not even an apology. I grabbed my purse and went outside, where he sat on a Harley in ripped

