Nicholas p.o.v.
As I entered the ground of our holy church, I hastily stepped back, I shouldn't go inside, not when I am still f*****g aroused, not when the feeling of Xenia’s wet heat still pressed down on me. So, I turned around and walked inside the rectory instead, there was a separate room for priests too.
Going inside that small cabin, I lit all of the candles, not liking that darkness, not liking how my mind still thinking about her or how a sickening part of my brain still wanted her, here, in this darkness with me, under me. f**k, I could even smell her seductive scent all over my body. I need to bathe, I need to wash this all...as if it will wash my guilt but still, I needed to do something, anything before I f****d my hand thinking about her, thinking about Xenia of all f****
