~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Not having a mind to touch the food, I looked through the window to Let's my mind wander around somewhere, but my mind brought last night memories of us which are haunting me right this moment. Did it happen? Or else it's my hallucinations? But it felt real. A single tear rolled down through my cheeks. It shouldn't have happened. How I ended up in this mess? Why the f**k my legs carried me to the unknown place and why the f**k did I decide to drink? Why? Why? Why? Lots of questions popped onto my mind leaving me no answer and a pounding headache. Sweety is angry with me, She didn't utter any words since I returned to our apartment early in the morning. She was so upset when I didn't return back as I promised. I fed her breakfast and she went to play with other kids. M

