I put my Coke can down and look into Nate's green eyes, which study me with a tenderness that makes me want to cuddle.
"I don't think your mum or my dad will really like this," I reply nervously, poking around in my pasta.
"I'm 27 f*****g years old. I haven't cared what my mom says about my relationships for years and you shouldn't either. We won't be seeing your dad there and if we do I'll talk to him. Yours Sister has something undefinable with my brother herself, which is why she doesn't have anything to say. You're mine and I'll show the whole world that." Nate says, giving me a stern look while ruffling his hair.
"But we hardly know each other. Nate, I think we're rushing it a bit," I murmur, adjusting myself.
"You're so insecure, Sophia, I just wonder why.", "I don't want others-" before I can even finish my sentence, he interrupts me with a wave of his hand.
I swallow hard, staring at his hand like it's on fire.
"Are you so interested in what others think of you, Sophia? Because if that's the case, then it won't work with us. I ignore all negative comments, reports and rumors about me, because otherwise I would have been down for a long time . But look, I gave a s**t about everything and now I'm on top of the world. Do you want to stand to attention with me or do you want me to continue the journey into space without you?"
I look into his beautiful eyes, can't answer because I don't know what I want.
"I have to climb up to you first, Nate. Everyone has such high expectations of you. They expect you to get married and start a family soon, while I can't imagine what my next day will be like. Do you understand the difference between the two of us?" I reply, confused, and sigh as he takes my hands in his.
"I feel like you're fighting yourself a bit, Sophia," he says, pulling me onto his lap.
It feels like I'm finally coming home after a long day and as he begins to gently stroke my back I slowly calm down.
"People always expect more from me, but I don't care. I have to be happy with myself and nobody else. And now tell me why you're fighting yourself so much.", he says and kisses my forehead, giving me goosebumps and meanwhile plays with my fingers, calming me down even more.
"The women you used to escort at events like this are so beautiful and look so mature and grown up. I'm a kid unlike them. Why do you find me so interesting Nate? What makes me special? I have not even colored eyes or blonde hair like you like to have I'm average and I'm not saying that because I want compliments from you Nate all I want to know is why you chose me because I am I really don't understand," I explain, not daring to look into his eyes because I'd rather die than look into those fiery green crystals.
I've always struggled with self-doubt, especially when I'm interested in a man. It just wasn't easy for me to believe everything people told me and every time someone called me pretty I thought they only wanted me because of my body. For a long time I didn't feel comfortable in my body, felt gross and ugly, felt like I looked terrible no matter what I did.
Nate gently lifts me up and sits me squarely in front of him again, resting his bearded chin on my knees before looking into my eyes.
how much I wanted to feel you around me at that moment. I couldn't think of anything else from that moment on, and that's never happened to me before. Your voice is so pleasant and not at all exhausting or even annoying. I heard you speak and wanted to fall asleep with your angelic voice in my ear. That between us is something unique just like you and I wouldn't trade it for any model in the world. You belong to me," he explains to me and his voice is like that of an angel. So gentle, yet dominant and defiant of tender possessiveness. I heard you speak and wanted to fall asleep with your angelic voice in my ear. That between us is something unique just like you and I wouldn't trade it for any model in the world. You belong to me," he explains to me and his voice is like that of an angel. So gentle, yet dominant and defiant of tender possessiveness. I heard you speak and wanted to fall asleep with your angelic voice in my ear. That between us is something unique just like you and I wouldn't trade it for any model in the world. You belong to me," he explains to me and his voice is like that of an angel. So gentle, yet dominant and defiant of tender possessiveness.
"You don't notice it, but people who pass you turn their heads because they can't believe that you are so beautiful. Your purity reflects like a ray of light on your wonderful body and enchants everyone. So listen Stop worrying so much about other people's opinions and come with me to this gala event." He says kissing my inner thigh.
Smiling, Nate watches as intense goosebumps spread over my body before he slowly pulls down my gym shorts.
"I want to lose myself in your beautiful shell until I know your taste by heart and can never forget it again. I want you so much, kitten."
A low moan escapes me and I nervously help him pull the panties off my legs; gasp loudly as his breath hits my sensitive s*x.
"So beautiful. That's the most perfect p***y I've ever seen and you're so damn tight. Daddy is going to hurt you because sometimes he loses control but you should choose a safeword for that so it doesn't hurt too much he whispers and kisses my skin, ignoring my gender at all.
I tense my whole body, trying to take the pressure off, but to no avail.
"Green." I mumble, half groaning, and he nods, smiling. "This word is meant to stop not only me, but you too. We'll find out your limits, little by little, together. I don't want you to push yourself, hurt yourself, and let me hurt you just because you're scared, me would get mad. You are my kitten and how you are doing is paramount." he murmurs quietly and without warning, sliding his rough tongue against my heated flesh. He dives under the labia and sucks my c**t with pleasure, driving me crazy and making me scream. Nate's name just escapes my lips in the form of moans as he brings me ever closer to orgasm.
As I tug at his full head of hair, he too moans loudly against my s*x, making my whole body shudder and something deep in my chest vibrate. Two of his fingers slide slowly but still roughly into me, dividing the sensitive tissue of my s*x and shortly thereafter my whole body tenses up. Nate's tongue licks my c**t extensively while his fingers pump into me at a steady pace.
"Come for me, kitten. Look me in the eye as you jump the cliff. I want to see what only me can do with you," he whispers, and as I look down, pure desire mixed with passion and discover excitement in his green eyes, I meet my orgasm with a sharp scream.
Nate licks me clean and then pulls my panties up again before he kisses me addictively to share my taste with me.
He's right. I will go there with him, but before that I really need to talk to my sister so that she will be the first to know. It can be fun, but what has to be done has to be done sooner or later.