Chapter7: Evening Lesson and Taboo

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Chapter7: Evening Lesson and Taboo The dinner bell tolled while Isabella was still in her new room—the small chamber once Lucy’s, now her temporary refuge. She sat before the dressing-table, staring at the stranger in the mirror, a silver comb idle in her hand. The face looked raw: no elaborate coiffure, no powder, no jewels—only loosened gold hair and the faint salt-tracks of tears. Even the grey-blue eyes seemed foreign, storm-lit and unreadable. A soft knock, then the door opened without waiting for permission. Lucy stepped inside, already dressed for dinner in the simplest gown the wardrobe offered—dark green, no lace, no ribbons. She closed the door with a cat’s quietness. “Lady Hudson says dinner in ten minutes,” she murmured. “The Duke’s steward is coming to settle tomorrow’s arrangements.” Isabella set the comb down. “I know.” Lucy did not leave. She crossed the rug, paused at the dressing-table, and lifted the silver comb. “Your hair is tangled,” she said, voice low. In their world, only maids, mothers, or the most intimate female relations might arrange another woman’s hair. The act was steeped in trust, in privacy, in unspoken codes. “I can manage—” Lucy was already behind her. The comb slid through the loose waves, awkward yet tender, as if handling something breakable. Isabella stopped breathing. Each draw of the comb was a small current along her scalp; each accidental brush of Lucy’s fingers a spark. Outside, night insects began their brittle song. “This afternoon,” Lucy whispered, “in the music room… did I cross a line?” The question left no place to hide. Isabella watched Lucy’s reflection—bent to her task, serious as a child at prayer. “Lines,” she answered, hoarse, “are everywhere here. Some visible—estate walls. Some invisible—permitted touches, acceptable words, acknowledged feelings.” The comb stilled. Lucy met her eyes in the glass. “Where is ours?” Isabella’s heart battered her ribs. She should speak of sisterhood, of tutelage, of ignorance. Instead the truth slipped out: “I don’t know.” Lucy resumed combing, even more gently. “In Devon, behind our house, there’s a brook. Mother forbade it—too deep, too cold. But I went. When water closes round your ankles and sun-dapples race over the stones, you feel… more alive than safe.” She laid the comb down; the loosened hair fell in a bright sheet. “I never told anyone,” Lucy went on, “but when I stand near you, touch you, look at you… I feel that same current. That same aliveness. That same danger.” Isabella’s eyes brimmed. Not with sorrow, but with the ache of being seen. The dressing-table drawer yielded a midnight-blue ribbon—one of the few possessions still hers. She offered it to Lucy. “Tie it back. Simply.” Lucy’s fingers trembled as she gathered the hair, knotted the ribbon at the nape. A few wisps escaped, curling against Isabella’s cheeks—untamed, civilian. “Thank you,” Isabella breathed. Lucy nodded and turned away. At the door she glanced back; her gaze held too much to name. Then she was gone, and Isabella touched the silk at her nape—loosely bound, apt to slip. Like everything she was clinging to now. *** Dinner was taut as a drawn bow. A third cover had been laid for the Duke’s steward. Hudson presided at the foot, face sterner than the silver. Lucy occupied the master’s seat—once Isabella’s place—spine erect, betraying nothing. Isabella sat at her right, the adviser’s chair now an awkward perch. Soup had just been served when James announced: “Mr Richardson, steward to His Grace.” The man entered—tall, lean, impeccable. His gaze flicked over them, lingered a fraction too long on Isabella, then bowed to Lucy. “Miss Blackwood, His Grace sends compliments and begs to confirm tomorrow’s details.” He unfolded a list. “Three o’clock, the glass conservatory. Thirty guests—nobility, bankers, railway men. His Grace particularly enquires whether Miss Seymour will attend.” The knife slid in, polite and thin. Lucy must choose publicly: bring Isabella and defy the Duke, or leave her and declare her obsolete. Isabella’s hands tightened in her lap. Lucy lifted her chin. “Naturally. Miss Seymour is my sister and my counsel in all family matters.” Richardson’s eyelids flickered. “Understood.” He made a note. “As to dress, His Grace suggests—” “My dress will be my own choice,” Lucy cut in, voice silk over steel. “Miss Seymour’s guidance suffices.” A pause; Hudson’s lips whitened. “Lastly,” Richardson continued, “His Grace desires a private audience after tea—matters pertinent to your new position.” A trap, baited with etiquette. Alone, Lucy would stand unshielded. Lucy’s fingers circled the stem of her glass. “If the Duke has weighty business, I shall need Miss Seymour’s memory. We will attend together.” Richardson bowed, surprise barely masked. “I shall convey your wish, Miss Blackwood.” He departed. Silence clung to the panels; spoons scraped like drawn swords. When the sweets were laid, Lucy leaned close. “Did I do rightly?” The question was small, urgent, aching for approval. Isabella’s chest filled with something bright and bruising. “Perfectly,” she whispered. Relief flashed across Lucy’s face—sunrise over water. *** After dinner Lucy commanded the study—“to strategise.” Hudson disapproved but could not override the heiress’s first exercise of authority. The fire was already lit. Lucy shut the door and collapsed into an armchair. “I could scarcely breathe,” she groaned, tugging at her collar. “The stays, the eyes, the knives inside smiles…” Isabella stood by the hearth. “Tomorrow will be worse.” “I know.” Lucy’s head fell back. “Just… five minutes of not performing.” Isabella hesitated, then poured a finger of brandy. “Drink. It will unclench you.” Lucy accepted, sipped, coughed flame. Isabella laughed—her first real laugh in days. “Devil’s brew,” Lucy gasped, but drank again. Colour bloomed in her cheeks; firelight gilded her. “This afternoon,” she began, eyes on the glass, “when Hudson found us—she looked as though we’d committed sin.” Isabella’s pulse stumbled. “She fears scandal.” “Or fears what has no name.” Lucy set the glass down. “In Devon there was a girl—Emily. Blacksmith’s daughter. We ran barefoot through the same fields. The night before her wedding she came to me crying. I held her. Then she kissed me— not as friends, not as sisters. I never saw her again. Never spoke of it.” She lifted her gaze. “I still don’t know what to call it. But when I’m near you, I feel that same surge—alive, frightened, certain.” Tears blurred Isabella’s vision. She turned to the window, gripping the sill. Outside, moonlight lavished the clipped yews, the regimented roses. “We cannot,” she whispered. “The world will not allow it.” “Then we’ll make a world that will.” Lucy’s voice was at her shoulder, breath warm against her nape. “A room, an hour, a heartbeat—ours.” Isabella faced her. Lucy stood inches away, fire behind her, eyes bright as struck flints. “What of tomorrow?” Isabella managed. “Tomorrow we will wear our masks, speak our lines, survive their game,” Lucy answered. “But tonight—tonight let us be real. Only tonight.” Isabella’s resistance cracked like thin ice. She did not speak. She did not step back. When Lucy’s mouth found hers—soft, tentative, tasting of brandy and courage—she felt not shame but release, the brook’s first cold rush round the ankle, the branch bending under a daring climb. Outside, the moon climbed, indifferent and whole, shining alike on the formal beds and on the two girls who had stepped beyond every boundary drawn for them. Tomorrow there would be tea, scrutiny, peril. Tonight they had this—untitled, unpermitted, alive. Tonight, for once, it was enough.
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