Ava
I step into my room before remembering all the things I wanted to say. The questions I had in mind to ask come flooding back.
My whole body is gooey, and my brain mush from the kiss, or should I say kisses downstairs.
I have never had s*x in a car. My whole body flushed at the reminder of what happened.
This was different. It felt different. Maybe it's cause I was no longer at his beck and call.
Is it?
He did say he wanted to borrow me for a ball.
Am I still under his beck and call or?
_Gods Ava you should have just asked_
My main fear has been thrown to the back of my mind, my worries about Gordon non existent.
What floods my top list of most important thoughts is why Ethan came to see me so early this morning and most importantly if it will be our last time doing anythi
