AVA I’ve never been so scared in my life. I have had my share of things that are worth calling a nightmare, but none compared. Walking through those doors this morning after telling myself to ignore his call. He sounded different and said he needed me.I wanted to ask if that was a command or request but the line got cut off. Didn’t go through after I tried again. I got worried but reminded myself against it. I already told myself I was going to slow everything feelings down when it came to him. He could have control of my body. Not my heart. I was busy with the new contract that sat in my hands. Still in disbelief at who I met at the café yesterday. The Sunday sun was indecisive on whether it wanted to come out or not, the weather gloomy in a minute and hot the next. A freaking f

