“He's engaged” is all I could think about when I left that house, and to Sarah. What does the universe have against me? The incident hasn’t been the only thing on my mind since that evening, I have nightmares but the part I refuse to admit is the fact that I see him there too, taking the nightmares away, running his hands softly through my hair, telling me everything was going to be okay. Gods Ava, HE IS A CLIENT! A mantra I repeated over and over to myself whenever I woke up but then he texted and I wasn’t sure how to answer. I didn’t know if he was worried about me or being polite, Now I remember Gordon's words not to get attached, why didn’t he just tell me he was engaged? I don’t know what to feel, I have had wet dreams for this man and I have let him do things with me, to me, wh

