There is a weird relationship between principles and choice because even if I find myself repulsive at this moment I still remember how soaked and dripping I ended up yesterday and my body wants it again _ stupid hormones_.
Staring at my ceiling_such dumb choice but there is no time to be depressed about it, I go to the fridge to get a bottle of milk just to see it empty.
I have to go grocery shopping and I am low on cash, the payment for the last job wasn’t substantial and I might not last this week. I pick up my phone and dial a number.
“Hey Jane it's Ava, do you have an available spot for the month” asking hoping there was a spot she could place me in or might go hungry for the week.
“I’m sorry Ava, all the spots are occupied but I'll drop a message if there’s any shift that needs t
