I wasn't as pissed as I thought when I kept on calling Silas and he wasn't picking up. At first, all I could do was continue pacing up and about my room, my head rioting with a lot of thoughts that I couldn't bear on my own. My heart kept thumping heavily. I wanted to yell at someone, anybody. I wanted to break anything as my fury demanded. Unfortunately, there was no one or nothing and my subconscious kept reminding me how calm I had to be especially since my stepfather was home. I didn't want to display how much of a bad child I was because there was a lot at stake. It was better that I live the perfect life my mother and I had worked out in front of me. “Where the hell are you Silas?” I questioned, still pacing up and about, watching my phone to see when he picked. On a norm

