Neon has not monitored my games since we came back from Sweden. This is because I have not practiced with my team yet.
This the first time we are talking, actually. Which makes me anxious about the things he has to say.
“I am sorry for not reaching back sooner”, Nate apologizes as soon as we begin a voice call.
“It is fine, I was taking a small break from everything before practicing for the nationals.” Anyone can tell by the sound of my voice that I am not as calm as I attempt to be.
“It happened again at Dreamhack, didn’t it?”, he asks immediately, guessing without trouble the root of my worries.
I nod repeatedly, careless to the fact that he cannot see my gestures. “In the middle of our match against B5. It costed us that series.”
He hums, clearly deep in thought. “Did you tell an
