I made a huge mistake. I shouldn’t have agreed to let both Cade and Raina stay with us. All they did was argue about literally everything. What Raina was eating, if she was over exerting herself, and worst of all…me. I had hoped after our conversation, Cade would actually stop pining after me, but then I realized it took me even a few days to really get over him, so he definitely couldn’t flip a switch and stop loving me so deeply But I wished he could. I was still thinking of what he said about me. That I was never really in it the way he was. That I was just waiting for Rune to notice me and see how much he liked me. I didn’t think I did that. I was very much into my relationship with Cade. I wouldn’t have had s*x with him if I wasn’t. Though from the moment he kissed me my body w

