Venus “Why?” I kept wondering as I continued sobbing on my pillow. Micah loved me. I knew that because I loved him too. I wanted to be with him but I couldn’t while knowing I would just make people suffer around me. Look at what happened to Auntie Feli. My aunt I loved so much, the mother figure I only had, was gone. All because of me. I couldn’t take this anymore. This pain was too much for me to handle. The hole was too big now no one could fix it. I wasn’t that strong. “Venus?” I heard Nathan as he knocked on the door. “Can I come in?” I didn’t have the strength to answer him. Because in the end, he would just enter. And he did. “Venus…” he softly called but I didn’t respond. My back kept facing him. I didn’t want to say anything but I hoped Nathan got the hint; to leave me alo

