Romain Emmalee falls asleep way before I do. I've wanted this for so long that I don't know what to do now that it's happened. How many times did I spend nights awake in my cell, fisting my c**k, imagining that she was right beside me? Too many times to count. Something f****d is going on and she's hiding it from me. I sense it. My guess is that it has something to do with Sasha, who started off as an easy-going person before transforming into whatever the f**k she is now. When she told me that she wouldn't accept my rejection outright, I assumed it was because she wanted to give us a chance before we ended it. So any things could've happened along the way—Emmalee and I could've never reunited, or maybe she'd hate me so much that she'd never want to see me again regardless of the tr

