Emmalee
It’s strange, having s*x for the first time.
Every time I heard Nadine and the other maids talk about it after they’d had a bit of wine on their days off, they discussed it feeling so good and almost magical. Or rather, Nadine did. Everyone else would say that they didn’t feel much, but the point is that it’s generally supposed to feel good.
My mother was never open enough for me to talk about this with her. I guess her plan was for me to figure it out on my own. Or maybe she’d coach me on a few things right before I married Soren. I’m not sure. She’s always been a private person and closed off. What I mean is that I’ve never had anyone to ask about this, so I guess it’s about figuring it out as we go.
When he first pressed into me, it hurt. It hurt more than I’d care to adm
