XANDER
It's been five days since that night when Emily and I finally got intimate after the worst week of our lives, and I still can't shake it off. I feel like such a dumbass and totally ashamed of what I did to her. I freaking took advantage of her when I damn well knew she wasn't ready. She's still recovering from the drugs, for crying out loud!
That confused and pained expression on her face while we were in the act has been haunting me, and now I can't even hold her gaze for more than ten seconds.
I tried to resist the temptation and just let her sleep that night, but I lost all self-control the moment she turned around and looked at me with those irresistible lips and that longing in her eyes. It was messing with both my heart and my groin.
I could even tell she faked her orgasm
