Follow, vote, comment and share... The past days have passed like a blur. After the memorial ceremony of my family where I usually take the most expensive lilies to their graves, and pretend that I am talking to them even though a passerby might think I have lost my mind. My past days have been dark just like the aura within me. I have been sad despite the love notes I receive each morning from Nicholas. I think that is one good thing I have looked up for the past days. It usually doesn't take me this long to get over the feeling but this thing of having hope has really made it persist and only one thing will get it off. Seeing my enemy's downfall. After all these years without them, I still feel an empty vessel inside me. That night has been a fragment of my memory for all

