The Football Player And His Ballerina

V Card

Lara POV

I'm sitting on the couch waiting for Rob to come home.

I lost my virginity with Kyle! I wanted to stop but my body wanted to continue... I couldn't think, I could only feel...

At that moment it was what I wanted most. I can't understand how I, who always resisted everyone, allowed him to get close to me and gave in to Kyle so easily. It was as if something had possessed me, had consumed my ability to think, and as if my body had won its own life.

I don't regret it. I loved every second, every minute... I didn´t have time to think about it... But Kyle is now tattoed deep in my soul, like he had some kind of power in me, to possess me, even without being here.

However I know that perhaps for him I´m just one more girl, just a one-night stand with several rounds, I laugh to myself as I thought of it, but keep sad thinking that probably I mean nothing to him. A girl who doesn´t know anything about s*x, not even how to satisfy him... I guess I'm nothing to his eyes, but I´ll think about this later.

Now I await my brother's arrival. I'm nervous. My body is sore but the worst is what I feel in my lower parts. I can't even walk properly. If my brother caught Kyle here, I don't even know what would have happened. Rob is very protective and I know he wouldn't understand me getting involved with Kyle without being in a relationship. He would probably accuse me of being an easy f**k or beat him up. I felt bad about asking Kyle out, but I couldn't take the risk. I already sent him an SMS saying "Sorry". I hope he understands.

The door opened and Rob walked in with a worried face!

"What happened?" I never failed him, I am the one who is always on time. I understand his concern, and that´s why I have to give an excuse.

"Rob, I'm sorry but I fell asleep. I was watching movies till late, I just fell asleep and didn´t set the alarm, sorry." I've never been good at lying and knowing that, I tried to tell the half-truth, so Rob doesn't get suspicious. I hugged him. I missed him so much.

I help him carry his bags to his room.

"You look like a paw walking! What happened to you?" He asks with a worried face.

I tried to be quick to think of something plausive.

"I went horseback riding!" I say because it´s the only thing I could remember at that time, that could get me sore in that place.

"And I thought you were afraid of horses!" He said with an amused face.

"And I am, that´s why I tried to lose my fears." He almost caught me by surprise with his question, but I managed a quick answer. Someday this will blow up on my face...

"Oh, I thought it was photo shoot day?" He asks confused.

"Went to the photo, then I went to lunch e afterward I went horseback riding."

"Ah ok. " He says as he opens his bag and starts to place the cloth on the closet.

"Let me tidy everything up and we'll catch up later." He says smiling at me.

"I´ll help!" Now I confess that I needed some distractions. I need to forget Kyle for some moments, or what I mean for him. i don´t want to think too much... I´m afraid of my emotions right now.

After catching up on a conversation, we went to lunch with Sophie. The lovebirds were missing each other, but unfortunately, Sophie is going on a business trip. I wanted them to have lunch alone but they both insisted that I stay. Sophie will be out until the weekend, then she will meet us at Yas and Tolga's house.

"Lara, what's wrong with you? Do you have any injuries? You were limping and now you can´t stay still!"

" She walks like a duck because she went horseback riding!" Rob says laughing at me.

"Oh! Where? I miss riding horses so much." I totally forgot Sophie loves horses. Now I´m really in deep waters.

"On Skytall." I named the only place I remembered with horses.

"On Sytall?"She questions with a blank face while sipping her drink.

"Yes." I managed to say, just for her to shut up. But like I expected she doesn´t give up and kept on popping questions.

"Hmm. I bet the supervisor was Francesca. She is the only one who helps the new learners. Was she?" Sophie's gaze is on mine now. She has a blank face so I think she is believing my lie.

"Yes, I think that was her name!" I said avoiding her eyes and pouring more water into my empty glass.

"Oh perfect!"

"Ladies I have to greet a friend, I´ll be back in a few minutes," Rob says as he gets up and goes to a table on the other side of the room.

When he is out of reach, Sophie gazes at me with a thin line on her lips. I get nervous.

"So, you went lunch with Kyle. I know Yas didn´t go." I swallow hard hearing what she is saying. I sip my water and tried to maintain calm.

"You are walking like a duck, just as Rob called it." Now I´m really nervous, I know that I´m in the middle of a storm.

"You said you went to Skytall and you were with Francesca. Right?" She asks me still staring at me with a blank face.

"Yes!" I have to keep my story now. and I´m really afraid of what comes next.

"What the hell Lara? Skytall closed doors a few months back and there was no Francesca there!" She is whisper yelling at me.

"I... I..." I muttered.

"Did you make out with Kyle again?" She asks me without beating around the bushes.

"Oh, Sophie... yes!" I confessed ashamedly of myself. Not because of the s*x, but because I lied.

"Did you lose your v card?" Her eyes are wide open. Now I can´t run, I can´t lie anymore.

"Yes I did lose my v card," I said as I sigh deeply afraid of her reaction.

"You what?" Rob who is now near us asks. His face is normal, I guess he didn´t understand...

"I said I lost my visa card yesterday". I´m praying for him to believe in me. What a mess!

"Did you cancel it? Did you go to the police?" His questions made me feel relieved.

"Yes, of course," I answered him.

"And are you ok?" She asks me with a double meaning.

"Sure, why not? It´s just a card." I said trying to end that topic.

It's been two days and Kyle didn´t reply to the message. I didn't insist, I know we don't have any relationship between us, so I can't demand anything. Kyle's words "I don't cheat" have come to my mind several times in the last few hours... how come I didn't remember that at the time? That's probably why he ignored my contact... what did I do?

Tomorrow we're going to Yas's, I'll apologize for kicking him out, just so it doesn't look bad. And I will walk away. If this hurts now, I imagine what it would be like if I got more involved...