Regan Regrets

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Chapter 10 Fenix P.O.V. Regan, I love you I do, but I need some time alone right now. I need to clear my head to think about this whole mate thing. I’m not rejecting you, but Regan for Goddess’s sake it’s my birthday and I found my mate. It should be the happiest day of my life right now. I should be jumping for joy with happy tears rolling down my face. Instead here I am in bed crying because I caught a naked woman in my mate’s room, and not only that she was asking you to reject me. Baby I would never reject you, you’re my life now. No one else matters to me but you. Baby please I’m sorry, I’m truly sorry please forgive me. Regan just give me some time, I’ll meet you downstairs. I said getting up and heading into the bathroom. Regan, I called him. Yes baby he answer me looking sad. I love you I told him, don’t ever doubt that. I won’t baby and I love you too. Regan P.O.V. I headed back downstairs and everyone was waiting for me. Regan let’s talk said Alpha Nick, I nodded my head and followed him, well everyone followed him as well. We’re in the main living room, Regan how’s my pup asks Luna Bella. He told me he needed some time to think about our mating, and rather or not he’s up to dealing with more of what happened earlier. Meaning you and your playmates? My asked me, and just nodded my head looking at the floor. I lost him I can’t, I..I..been You've been in love with him since you were 14 years old son, said Alpha Nick. My head shot up looking at him, he’s smirking at me. How..how d..d..did you know, I mean HUH!! Regan's son stopped laughing, you tried hard to hide your feelings for him you did. But as soon as a pup would come around you and twins and Zander. You seem to forget they even exist, all your attention would be on Fenix. Now that I think about it you’re right dad says Em while he’s glaring at me. You've been in love with my brother all this time and didn’t say anything to any of us he growls at me. What would you do, any of you? You would have killed me. Hell, I wanted to kill myself for having feelings for him, he was only 10 years old. I thought I must be sick of feeling for him at such a young age. Hell, I slept with so many people just to try to get rid of this feeling. It didn’t happen the pull just kept getting stronger as the years went on. When I shifted to Ghost I thought I would feel the mate pull towards him, but it didn’t happen. Even with Ghost not recognized as our mate, the pull and the need to be with him or around him just kept getting stronger. We were so dammed possessive of him. When the time came for us to go to camp I was thankful, because the need to be with him and fighting Ghost was taking a toll on me. I had to be away from him before I hurt him, and I couldn’t live with that. OH! My baby you've been dealing with all that on your own. I did Mom I was too scared to talk to anyone. I didn’t want you all to look at me differently for having feelings for him when he was so young. Regan, I don’t understand why you said that you didn’t recognize him as your mate when you shifted. How’s is that asks Zander. That’s because he needed to be 18 years old too—I was cut off by my baby. Fenix P.O.V. I needed to be 18 to recognize my mate and feel the pull, so Regan was put on hold for me to be of age. Because he’s not only my mate he’s my protector as well. Like I don’t have enough of them already I mumble. We heard that yelled my mate, brothers, and cousin. Good, I’m glad you did I said coming to the stairs and sitting in Regan’s lap. He automatically hugged and pulled me into him nuzzling my neck. Baby are you alright he asks me. I am now, but the payback is a b**ch I said and I’m hungry. Let’s go Z I said jumping up. Leaving Regan looking shocked at what I said to him. Baby, baby what’s it supposed to mean? It means that I’m hungry Regan I said walking into the kitchen. Unknown P.O.V. All while this was happening no one noticed the on-looker who had been taking everything in. I was coming back from my morning run when I overheard the conversation between the Alpha’s. They’re about something that happened with my love. I have secretly been in love with Fenix since we were kids. I just never had the nerve to tell him. Now he found his mate. His mate is an Alpha, and no other the Alpha Regan. He does not deserve Fenix, he is a playboy a man who has a different girl every day of the week. I can let this happen not now I waited too long to have, just to let him go without having him for myself. I have to get rid of Regan once and for all. Hold on my love we will be together soon.
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