JANE
I was filled with great sorrow and felt so desolate. On one hand, was the death of my parents and the debt I had to pay off, and now, another has been added as my fated mate had gone on to reject me like I was worth no more than a piece of thrash.
Tears trickled down my cheeks as I sat on the floor of my parent's house with my hands running through my hair.
His words thumped against my chest, eliminating every bit of excitement in it. I felt a hand on my shoulder, startling me a bit.
I turned my head and right there stood Rachel. She had a weak smile laced to her brows. "I heard what happened to you. Are you fine, Jane?"
"Do I look like I'm fine? How could he just reject me like I am worth no more than a piece of thrash? Am I not beautiful?"
"Of course, you are beautiful! You shouldn't think so low of yourself all because he rejected you. You should pull your acts together. There's so much for you to achieve," Rachel's words boomed through to me as she tried to cheer me up but it wasn't working. I remained sorrowful, going about my work with gloom.
I cleared my throat and was about to speak when I noticed someone walk in. I froze, unable to believe my eyes.
"Hey! What's up with you?" The visitor asked with a wide grin laced to his brows. I was pissed to the marrow and wanted nothing more than to punch him in the face. It was Evans, the Alpha of the pack.
"What are you doing here?" I snapped at him, my hands clenched into fists.
He smiled, moving closer to me. I recoiled, wanting nothing to do with him.
I didn't even want to have him near me for even a second.
"Has anyone told you that you're beautiful? If no then permit me to tell you you are so beautiful," He drawled, leaving me confused as hell.
"Oh really? After rejecting and humiliating me in front of all those people, you have the audacity and temerity to compliment me!"
"Well, I'm sorry for humiliating you. I wasn't thinking straight…. I was.. please do forgive me.."
"Wait, since you are apologizing, does this mean you have a change of heart and agree to take me as your mate?" A wave of excitement splattered over me, such that I began to feel enthusiastic.
"Of course not!" He snapped at once, shattering every ounce of hope that was in me. I clenched my hands into fists again and wanted to order him out.
"I'm in love with someone else and I cannot choose you over her but then we can be bedmates. That would be so much fun," he muttered with a wide grin he might think to be sexy, placing his hand on my ass. I was shocked and didn't realize when I landed a resounding slap on his cheek.
Shocked. He stared at me, placing his hand on his cheek.
"Did you just slap me?"
"Yes, I did and I wouldn't hesitate to do the same again if you don't get out of here." My voice was thick and filled with authority, inspired by the pain tugging at my chest.
"You must be nuts but strangely, I'm not upset. I think you're a bit stressed so I'll give you time to think my offer through. You shouldn't let it go to waste. It's not every day you get an Alpha that wants something with you." He mumbled with yet another wide grin and walked off.
My breathing increased as I tried all I could to keep my emotions in check but to no avail. Tears welled up in my eyes within a second. They trickled down in large torrents like it was some shower. My entire life was a joke and topping it was the good-for-nothing who thought he could use me to satisfy his s****l urges and fantasies.
"Hello and welcome. What would you like to have?" A customer walked towards me right at that moment. I wiped my tears, smiling sheepishly at him.
★
I had just completed my shift at work but had not the slightest excitement in me.
I couldn't go home as that would only make it worse.
"What do you plan to do now?" Rachel asked the moment we were out of the bar.
"I have no idea. I just need to clear my head for a while."
"Alright. You should take care of yourself and please, don't do anything foolish. This isn't the end of things. I'd have loved to remain with you but I have to be at home with my mother."
"It's not a problem. I might just find a club to unwind at. That should help…"
I got to the club and was shocked to find it filled with all manners of people. I had not the slightest idea that people fancied the atmosphere so much.
My eyes flickered around, a bit pissed at the level of music that was blasting all over but I still didn't move from where I was.
I soon found the perfect spot to sit and was glad it was a spot where I could see everything going on in the club at a glance. I didn't have a single penny on me so I didn't bother on what to drink. I focused on the people dancing and they kinda excited me.
Someone walked towards me suddenly and sat on the chair by my side. I felt a little discomfort at his presence but I had to comport myself anyway, praying he doesn't make any gesture at me. However, a few minutes later, he tapped his hands. I froze.
"Oh goodness! Why did this have to happen? Exactly what I didn't want to happen!" I said to myself with a creased brow.
"Hello! Are you alright?!" He called out when there was no response from me. Left with no choice, I turned my head towards him, a fake smile plastered on my face.
"Yes, I am. Thank you!" I said at Once, blinking continuously like I was some doll on display.
"Oh, that's great then. Would you like to have something to drink? I can see you're not having anything," he went on to say.
I stared at him for a few seconds, trying to picture his face but I couldn't as a result of the lights that were on. They were dim and made it impossible to see much. Well, it didn't matter so much. I shrugged my shoulders in indifference.
"That would be on you though because I've got not a single penny on me for any drink!" I confessed without an iota of shame on me. I had nothing to be ashamed of again, especially after all that had happened to me.
"Sure. You don't have to bother about anything!" He replied and signaled to one of the bartenders around. He walked towards us with a bright smile and gave a low bow. "How may I help this beautiful couple?"
"We are not a…"
"We'll like two bottles of your most expensive wine!" He said, cutting me short at once. I was sure he didn't want me to say those words but then it was nothing but the truth. I couldn't allow such a misconception.
"Alright, sir. I'll get it right away!" The bartender replied and moved off as quickly as he could only to return a few minutes later with the drinks on a tray with two cups by the side. He placed it beside us and then went off never to be seen again. The stranger opened the first bottle and poured out some drinks for me and then himself.
"You should have this. It's nice!"
"Really?!"
"Yes, you'll love it!" He assured, placing his glass in his mouth and drinking from it.
I did the same as well but didn't love it like he said I would. I creased my brows and wanted to drop the cup at once.
I stared into his eyes and realized I didn't even know his name.
"What a fool I am! I'm extremely sorry but may I know your name?!"
"I'm John Alfred, and you?!"
"I'm Jane."
"It's nice meeting you, Jane!" He held my hand in his, lowered his head, and planted a kiss on it. I was mesmerized and speechless for almost a minute.
"You look so beautiful and I'd like to take every bit of you in me!!" He mumbled under his breath but didn't take his eyes off me.
I was starting to get uncomfortable. I wanted to leave at once but something propelled me such that I couldn't move an inch from where I was.
"Are you sure about this?" I went on to ask, my heart thumping against my chest with reckless abandon. I didn't know if I was doing the right thing but I was sure I wanted to try it out. I took a deep breath as I awaited a response from him.
"I'm extremely sure about it. You have nothing to worry about!" He assured me and helped me to my feet, holding my hand in his. We left the club and found a place quite silent and empty.
Before I could say Jack Robinson, he had pulled his shirt and was gushing over me like he was some starved beast.
A moan escaped my lips as I pushed myself deeper into his. I could feel the heat from his lower region and loved every bit of it.
It was hard and stiff just the way I think it should be.
"I can see from the way you push yourself into me that you want it, right?" He asked, chuckling in the dark.
I kept mute, nodding my head in approval. I had no first-hand experience but I was sure I loved every bit of what I was feeling.
I wanted more and I was sure to get it from him. With the tip of his hand, he raised my gown a bit and pulled my pants down until there was nothing preventing him from my body. His hands moved through the length and breadth of my body, caressing it with great care and gentleness.
"Geez!" I muffled a moan as he cupped my boobs, sending waves of passion through me. His hands rubbed through my n*****s, breaking every bit of defense in me. Seeing the enthusiasm in me, he pulled out his big c**k and without fair warning, shoved it slowly into my wet dripping p***y hole.
It felt so good that I couldn't help but long for more. I wanted every bit of him inside of me but I couldn't bring myself to say so. Somehow, he understood my unspoken words and went deeper into me after which he began to thrust like his entire life depended on it.
My eyes shut at once as I traveled through the night clouds. My nails dug into his skin, causing it to bleed a bit but he didn't seem to mind that. He wanted me just as much as I wanted him. It was the best thing to happen to me in a while….
I was still trying to control the pleasure that was sizzling through me when he grabbed my hands from behind and held them together, preventing me from moving an inch after which he bent me lower until I could see the ground below me.
I gasped for breath as he began to get rough with me but still, I had no desire to complain. The feeling was euphoric and sent goosebumps through me. Yelling out his name was the only thought that came to my head at that moment but I couldn't do so as I didn't want to attract people to us but then my moaning was something I couldn't hold no matter how hard I tried. He began to grunt like he was some powerful animal, tightening his muscles as hard as he could.
"What's going on?" I managed to ask, my voice quivering uncontrollably. Before I could mutter another word, I felt him push deeper into me and then some wet substance trickled into me. It was warm and thrilling. He pulled out of me, panting as if he had just completed a marathon.
★
A few days later, I began to feel all weird and strange like I had never felt. My entire body had changed and I was vomiting constantly.
"Oh my goodness! What's wrong with me? Why do I feel so ill?" I asked myself but managed to gather some strength to go see the doctor. I couldn't afford to remain like that else the sickness would weigh me down for a very long time.