Michael I feel like I am the worst Alpha and mate in the whole world. It breaks my heart when I heard what my mate just asked me to do and it kept coming back to me like a broken cassette playing over and over in my mind. I admit that the thought of rejecting my mate crossed my mind countless times since the moment I saw her but it never crossed my mind killing her, the mere thought of it is driving me crazy. I loathe rogues, and I still do right now. But as I look at my mate's face, I can’t help but feel an utter annoyance with myself. I even thought of kicking my mate out of the pack land and find another female werewolf to mate. What the hell am I thinking? I was so consumed with my hatred in the rogues to the point that I've only seen them all as vile, feral, and heartless. Looking a