Ottilyn's P.O.V.
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Everything seemed to happen in a blur. Being in Kieran's arms, our shower, him dressing me, carrying me through the house again, but I kept my eyes shut the whole time. I felt oddly numb and wired awake at the same time. I was vaguely aware that there were other people in the cabin too. I wasn't sure what they were doing or who they were, but I could hear them.
I never opened my eyes. Not one time after Kieran told me not to. I was never even out of his arms for longer than it took to undress and dress again. I never wanted to let go either.
I still can't wrap my head around what I did. Kieran said it was self-defense, and I agree with him. To an extent. I could have stabbed Andrew once or twice and ran. What were the
