Kieran really must be losing it because he forgot that I can't fu.cking talk. Why does that turn me on even more? It really shouldn't. Something about the fact that Kieran loses himself all because of me. I do that to him. Me. I wonder if anyone else ever has. Who else has seen this side of my puppy? Part of me is highly aware that I should probably be, at least, a little bit scared of Kieran losing himself. He's a Dom who likes to torture and tease. I should be afraid of how far Kieran is willing to take me. But of course I'm not. No. I'm excited. I want to tell Kieran to do what he wants. Use my body as he wishes. Ruin me. Give it all to me. I want to be his one and only, and I'm not afraid of anything he'll do to me. I trust Kieran with my life, and I'm not afraid of a little bit of

