I didn't know what else to say, so I went with the truth. I have not seen Kieran like this. Despite all his warnings, I was pretty freaked out. I have no idea how to calm him down. Or how to help at all. This side of Kieran... a side that is so unlike the Kieran I know... It's kind of scary.
In a... I'm completely turned on right now kind of way. Because now is totally the time to be turned on. And it totally isn't weird that I can be afraid and horny at the same time. Nah, this is totally normal.
I know that Kieran would never hurt me. I don't feel unsafe. The only reason I wanted to get away from him was because I wanted some thinking space. After everything Shelly said... I was internally a mess.
However, the fact that Kieran couldn't get ahold of himself is what scared me the most.
