Like the moment I let my guard down, the moment I let Kieran in, the moment I give myself to him... He's going to admit to me that this was all a bet or something. Like in those stupid movies and cr.ap. I'm going to find out that I was just a joke. To see how easy the fat girl is after losing all that weight.
However, Kieran has reassured me at every turn. Maybe I'm just scared of how much he likes me. I mean, Kieran does come on strong. He's not afraid of his emotions or what anyone around thinks. Kieran is the type to go after what he wants, and right now... That's me, and that's kind of scary.
Or maybe I'm secretly afraid that I'm just that naive.
A few sweet words and gestures, and I'm sold? Late night calls and sweet nicknames are all it takes for me? Am I that stupid?
My mind fl
