Loving The Envy

Eighteen

It's night time and I can tell Envy wants to go back to her hotel and be alone because she keeps asking if we're doing something else every time we go to a new place.

I drive Sofia and Gia home first. They protest and want to spend the night but that wasn't happening.

My brothers and Enzo decided that they are gonna go to some bar tonight. They invited me but I declined. But dropped them off at my house.

Now it's just me and Envy in the car.

She's looking out the window with a pout on her beautiful face.

"You're not a w***e Envy." I blurt out and she looks over at me.

"I know. I wasn't upset about that." She says nonchalantly.

"Then why were you upset?" I ask her curiously. If I were her that would make me upset I think.

"Because I gave my number to that jerk. Also I wasn't checking on him for his injuries. I was searching his pockets to get my number back." She says and then digs in her purse and pulls out the slip of paper that has her number on it.

She's sneaky and smart

"Then why weren't you having a good time after we left?" I ask her

"I don't like your girlfriend or that other lady. I didn't want to be around them any longer. Also my first boyfriend left me for my sister and my second one used me as a cover up and beat me. I've felt like worse and I've been called worse. I only gave him my number to annoy you." She says and looks over at me.

"She's not my girlfriend." I say sternly. She has never been my girlfriend and will never be my girlfriend.

"If I were you I would stick with her. She's not a great person and she's obviously a gold digger and only with you for your looks but she'll be loyal. Loyalty is hard to find." She says attempting to give me advice.

Unnecessary advice.

"I don't need relationship advice Envy. If I wanted a woman I would have one. That woman would not be a gold digger or an opportunist." I say to her and I notice from the side of my eye that her face changes from stoic to pleasant.

"You think you're ever gonna get married and have kids?" She asks me with a smile on her face.

I think talking about relationships and families make her happy. Honestly I would think it would do the opposite because her parents and sister don't like her and she's had a horrible experience with relationships.

"No." I say with a shrug.

Marriage is for those who have time for others. I live my life fast and dangerous. I would never force anyone to put up with that.

"Hmm, I think you're gonna get married and have lots of babies." She says with a chuckle.

"Why?"

"Because it's not easy. You live your life in a specific way and someday that's going to have to change. Take it from me, life is strange and the things that you think you don't want or you're fearful of usually happens." She says while looking at the side of my face.

I don't think she's wrong. However, I'd first have to actually care about a woman, propose to her, actually get married, and have s*x WITHOUT a condom.

It's not likely that I'll do any of that.

"There's a process that I'm not willing to go through." I say

"You don't have to be willing. I didn't willingly meet you, I didn't willingly get cheated on, I didn't willingly get hated by my family. Things just happen and the order that it happens in will always be a surprise. Though sometimes the bad things that happen can be a blessing at the end of everything." She says in a pleasant tone.

"You think that a blessing came out of me abducting you?" I ask her curiously.

"Before I was miserable and alone. Now I have a job surrounding my passion, I have friends, I have your gold card and I can buy whatever I want, I live in a mansion for free, AND I don't have to struggle like I did before. The only downside is that you try to do everything to break me. I'm not sure why but you do." She says and smiles at first but at the end of her speech she frowns a little.

Damn

"I did that because you're too positive and dense." I say not bothering to deny anything and just tell her the truth.

"Ahh so you would rather me hate you, myself, and life in general? Like you do? Would that make you more comfortable?" She asks me as soon as I pull up the the hotel.

"I don't hate myself." I say and park the car.

"Uh huh." She says and then takes off her seatbelt.

"Why are you parking?" She asks me

"Cause I'm going in with you." I say and take my own seatbelt off

"Why?" She asks and then opens the door.

"Cause."

She doesn't need an explanation.

"Well I plan on eating and watching movies. No offense but the food we ate was not for me." She says getting out of the car.

Sofia and Gia wanted to go to this random upscale restaurant and the food portions were small and flavorless.

I get out of the car too. There is Valle parking here but I don't want anyone touching or driving my car.

"Sounds fine." I say walking behind her from the parking lot until we get to the hotel.

We get inside and we are immediately greeted and offered drinks. I decline but Envy takes it.

It looks like some-type of wine.

We get to the elevator and go up to the top floor.

Envy opens the door. It's freezing in here.

"Why is it so cold?" I ask her walking in the room.

"I like it cold. I'm gonna shower." She says and sets her purse and phone down. Going straight into the bathroom.

I wonder who she talks to.

As soon as I hear the shower turn on I grab her phone. She has no password. Not smart.

I look at her messages the only people she talks to is Enzo, Gionni, Angelina, her grandparents, and some guy named Alec.

Who the f**k is Alec!?

I look through there messages and this guy is constantly flirting with Envy and it seems like she's flirting back with him.

"Armani!!" I hear Envy yell from the bathroom and I get startled cause I've been intensely looking at their messages back and forth.

"What?" I say back to her putting her phone down and walking close to the bathroom.

"Can you bring me some pajama's? They are in the blue suitcase." She asks me in a pleasant tone.

"Yeah."

I look around the room for the right suitcase.

I find it and pull out some ridiculously small shorts that I know is gonna have her ass hanging out and a small crop top.

"You gonna come out and get them?" I ask through the door.

"No just come in." She says

I open the door. It's a nice bathroom.

"Thanks." She says walking up to me with just a towel on.

I don't say anything. I just give her the clothes and walk back out.

Im still pissed about that Alec dude.

About 10 minutes later she comes out with a smile on her face.

"So you gonna watch movies with me?" She asks me and sits on the bed.

"Who's Alec?" I blurt out.

"You went into my phone?" She asks me with a laugh.

"Answer the question." I say sternly.

"No." She says with a shrug and turns on the tv.

"No?" I say standing in front of her.

"Yeah, No. I'm a grown woman. I don't have to tell you everything I do and everyone I talk to." She says while looking at me.

Now I'm getting mad.

I look at her and she's nonchalantly connecting her Netflix to the tv that's in the hotel room.

"Are you gonna keep staring at me?" She asks me with a laugh.

Now I'm furious. I feel as if she's trying to pick on me or make me feel embarrassed. That was a big mistake on her behalf.

"I'm trying to decide if you're f*****g stupid or just oblivious. That guy just wants to f**k you and you're falling for it. No wonder you were alone when I met you." I say to her with a plain look on my face, not regretting my words at all. She is stupid and naive.

She looks at me. Her face looks plain but when I look into her eyes I see fury. She stands up and gets right in front of me. She's short so she's looking up at me but neither her face nor her eyes change.

"You know what Armani? You're a spoiled asshole. At first I thought maybe you were just misunderstood and harsh because of your job. But, I realize now that you're so f*****g egotistical and hateful because you hate your own life. You constantly try to get under my skin, you constantly say mean things to me, and you constantly try to break me down. Well you know what? You can't. You never could. I would never allow myself to be broken down by the likes of you. You're a pathetic human being and honestly I feel bad for anyone that has to be around you." She says all of this while looking me in my eyes. Letting me know that she meant every word that she said.

I don't know what to think. I don't know what to say.

"Congratulations Armani, you're the first person I actually hate. Get out. I'm getting a plane ticket to my grandparents house as soon as morning comes. Im done with this and I'm done with you." She says and she looks dead serious.

Damn I f****d up. And because of my pride I have to do this.

"Good, maybe when you go back to them you can find a man that actually cares about you unlike the ones before. Or maybe they'll treat you like the b***h you are." I say while looking at her with hatred in my eyes.

"You are disgusting. I'm so so glad that I can see you for who you are now. Nothing more than lowlife scum that gets his rocks off on hurting others. Now please leave, I'm sick of looking at your stupid face." She says and points to the door.

"Bitch." I say to her before I start walking away to her door.

"Asshole." She says back and then I walk out of the room and slam the door behind me.

FUCK!!