Loving The Envy

Twenty

A few days later

"Are you f*****g stupid?!!" I yell at the new seductress Sarah.

She's f*****g sitting on the ground crying. I sent her on a mission and she got beat up because she wasn't f*****g convincing.

"N-no I tried to do the job and I even offered to f**k him but he seen that I was wearing a wire." She says while crying. Looking as if she's scared. Probably because I'm standing over her yelling.

Her face is f****d up.

"Did you tell him who you worked for?" I say with a sigh. I'm not even mad anymore I'm just pissed. She f*****g sucks at this job.

"No." She says quietly.

"Good, you're fired." I say and then walk away from her. Leaving her crying in the parking lot of some random bar.

She snitches, she dies.

Then suddenly my phone rings.

"Hello?" I say answering the phone.

"Heyyy bro." Enzo slurs into the phone.

"What?" I ask walking to my car.

"I'm at Alec's house Envy's birthday party is f*****g lit!!" He yells into the phone.

Tomorrow is her birthday.

"I fired Sarah." I say getting into my car.

"Why?" He asks

"She got beat up by Mauricio." I say and start my engine, driving off.

"Dude, come to Alec's house!! It's some fine ladies here." He says with a laugh.

"No."

"Just come." He says and hangs up the phone.

I put in the gps Alec's address.

God please don't let this woman piss me off.

I start driving to the place which is only 15 minutes from this particular club.

When I get there I call Enzo.

"I'm here." I say and park my car.

"Look you should go back home." Enzo says and he doesn't sound drunk anymore. His tone is very serious.

"Why?" I ask him curiously cause his voice never sounds that serious.

"Something happened and it's a f*****g mess." He says stressed out.

What the f**k happened

"Is it Envy?" I ask him and clear my throat.

"Yeah bu-" I immediately hang up the phone and rush to the gate of the mansion.

"Name." The guard that's outside says with a gruff voice.

"Armani." I say in a stern tone.

He checks some list and then nods opening the door.

I go in and I immediately hear Envy screaming and crying.

I hear other people yelling and Alec is screaming in German.

I rush to where I hear the noise. It's coming from some room.

I go into the room. Envy is crying in some corner shaking while Enzo is trying to calm her down. They are facing away from me. Alec is yelling on the phone with someone his knuckles are bloody and busted. That same old ass man that Envy was with at the club knocked out on the floor with blood all over his face.

"What happened?" I ask whoever is listening attempting to control my anger.

Enzo and Envy both turn around. Envy has tears all down her face, luckily she has no bruises on her face.

She wipes her eyes and walks close to me sniffling.

"You were right. I'm stupid." She says to me still crying.

"Envy I-" I start and then Envy cuts me off by putting her hand up.

"No need, I'm never gonna be happy. Nothing is ever gonna go right for me." She says with a frown on her face then she completely walks away from the whole scene.

"What happened?" I ask Enzo after clearing my throat.

"That asshole tried to f*****g touch her." Enzo says

"I don't give a f**k!! Find his f*****g family!!" Alec yells into the phone harshly and then hangs up the phone.

"Armani I need a favor from you." Alec says walking up to me.

I think the guy is waking up because he's groaning.

"What?" I ask

"Take care of him." He says

I was gonna do that regardless

"Enzo call Tito." I say

Tito is the guy that picks people up and takes them to the basement.

Enzo nods and goes out of the room.

"I can't believe this s**t happened! I told her to leave that man alone. I told her something was wrong with him but she just doesn't f*****g listen." Alec says frustrated pulling his hair.

"She's not a big listener." I say with a shrug but honestly I feel like s**t. I wanna go up and speak to her.

"I know. I just feel bad for her." He says with a sigh looking upset.

"You shouldn't. If you know her long enough you'll for sure know that she'll bounce back." I say to him attempting to be helpful.

"This is the first time she's been out with a man since she's been here." He says

" Man I don't know, she seems hallow." He says seeming upset.

"I can talk to her if you want." I say and I'm not really trying to help him. I'm trying to help myself.

"Yeah go ahead. I gotta deal with this asshole." He says

"Where's her room?" I ask

"3rd room, 3rd floor." He says and pulls his phone out again.

I nod and then go through this house to find the the stairs.

It's a nice house. The vanilla scent is everywhere.

I finally get to the third floor and I see Envy's room.

I take a deep breath and hesitantly knock on the door.

She opens the door almost immediately and now she has on a silky pajama dress with her natural curls out.

"Yes?" She says looking confused and probably wondering why I'm here

"Look I'm not apologizing for anything I said because I still wholeheartedly think that you're naive. However, I'm gonna handle that dude." I say to her.

I would NEVER apologize for anything I said to her.

"Armani get out of my face. You really have no sympathy or empathy for anyone. I'm perfectly fine okay. I've been used again by a man. It's not the first time and it probably won't be the last time. One thing I will say is that you were right about me being stupid. I was stupid for EVER thinking that you were attractive and or a good person. Now if you don't mind I'd like to go cuddle with Alec and forget about this whole situation." She says all of this with a smirk on her face.

God I wish she was ugly.

Wait...

She f*****g cuddles with him?!

I stare at her and she stares right back with her hands on her hips making the dress look tighter and her n*****s poke out even more.

"You think he won't treat you like the other men did?" I say to her not even bothering to hide my jealousy.

"I know he won't because I've already had a taste of it and him let me tell you he never disappoints." She says with a wide smile making me even more f*****g jealous.

I don't even like this girl but I know I don't want her f*****g anyone else.

"You f****d him?!" I semi yell at her and she's still smiling at me.

"Just like I said when you went through my phone a year ago. It's none of your business. Now go be the caveman that you are, I'm done talking to you." She says and backs up from her door a little and tries to close the door but I push it back open and storm into her room.

She doesn't really do anything to stop me. She's just smirking at me leaning on her wall.

"Why would you f**k him!?" I yell at her shutting her door.

"I don't have to explain anything to you." She says with a laugh.

My anger is peaking and she's about to get the worst of it.

1. She's f*****g rude

2. She's attempting to pick on me once again

And 3. She looks f*****g sexy right now and I can't f**k her.

"Can you leave Armani? I don't have time to deal with whatever this is." She says now picking at her nails and she looks and sounds as if she's bored.

"Why did you f**k him?" I ask her seriously getting right in her face.

"Why does it matter Armani? I mean nothing to you and you mean nothing to me." She says not backing down or turning away from me.

I don't even know what to do right now! I'm pissed, I can't hit a f*****g female, I can't make her as angry as I am, and I can't scare her anymore.

"Sucks huh?" She says and walks from where she was standing near the wall. She walks to her bed and sits down.

"What?"

"Hurts not being cared about, hurts for people to talk to you in a crazy way, hurts when you can't control anything happening around you." She says in a weird tone.

"What the f**k are you talking about?"

"Armani, that man touched me inappropriately without my consent and you came up to my room after you seen me crying and basically said I told you so. You're mad because I won't tell you if I had s*x with Alec or not but you literally just basically said to me that you didn't care about what happened to me." She says with a sigh.

"Forget you talking s**t to me about other guys that just cheated on me or said something rude about me. This man sexually assaulted me and you're sitting here mad and being rude to me for literally no reason. Armani there's something wrong with you. Do you seriously think that it's normal to say "I told you so" to someone who was almost forced into having s*x with a man in a bathroom at her birthday party?" She asks me with a serious expression on her face. She doesn't look mad at me she just looks disappointed.

At this moment my face softens. I wasn't saying I told you so I was saying that she makes dumb decisions at times.

"Armani we have no business together anymore. Why are you still bothering me? I never did anything to you but you hate me for some strange reason." She says with a sigh and a frown on her beautiful face.

"I wasn't saying I told you so. I was just saying that sometimes you make weird decisions that I don't understand and it pisses me off that you get hurt. I don't f*****g hate you, I just don't understand you." I say with a sigh.

"Then try to understand who I am. Don't get mad at me, don't be mean to me. You don't have to be a bully Armani, I've been bullied enough in my life. I don't need for you to tell me that I'm stupid, naive, or even a b***h. I don't need that and you don't have to treat me like crap." She says with her lips quivering

Fuck she's about to cry.

She thinks I'm a bully and that I bully her.

"My intentions aren't to bully you, I think that I'm tough on you because you're so different and you continuously get hurt." I say to her and walk over and take a seat beside her on her bed.

"All I've ever gotten was tough love. I got a call from my own mother today and she said to me that I was a shame to the family. You wanna know why she said that to me?" She asks and looks at me wiping her tears.

"Why?" I ask in a low tone.

"Because my sister told her that I had something to do with the fact that she went missing. She didn't say anything about you. All she said was that I caused her and Jacob to flee the f*****g country cause I was harassing and threatening her." She says and she's still looking at me.

"I-I didn't kill them, I just sent them away. I didn't think they would say anything regarding you." I say to her

"Enzo told me you didn't kill them." She says

Of course he did

"All I'm saying is that you don't have to be the one to break me down, you don't have to know me, you can forget I exist. I'm so tired of people showing me "tough love". I need compassion. I need people that actually care about me." She says with a sigh wiping her tears.

In 10 minutes she'll be smiling like nothing happened.

"I'm not that type of person." I say not really knowing how to respond to what she just said.

"I know. That's why I need you to leave my room and leave me alone completely." She says seriously while looking me in my eyes.

There's no way I would even consider doing that.

"I'm not that type of person either." I say

"Armani can you please?" She says practically begging me. In another situation I'd be pleased but this beautiful woman is begging for me to forget about her and leave her alone.

It hurts a little.

"No." I say sternly.

"Why not? You don't like me and you don't care about me." She says

"I can't." I say with a shrug and I'm not really sure what else I can say to her.

"Leave." She says

"No." I answer.

"Whatever." She says and stands up from her bed. She makes her way to the head of her bed and gets right under her covers and starts looking at something on her phone.

"You're just gonna ignore me?" I ask her.

"Yeah, Alec texted and said that he went with Enzo to "take care" of George. I can't physically force you to leave so I'm just gonna ignore you and go to bed." She says with a shrug.

Alec will be gone for hours.

"Okay." I say with a smirk. I walk to her door and turn the lights off.

"What are you doing?" She asks me while still looking at her phone.

It's the only light on in the room cause her tv isn't on right now.

I don't answer her I just walk over to her bed after taking my shoes off and get right under her covers.

"I know you didn't just get in my bed with outside clothes on! You must have lost your mind!" She yells at me.

Of course she's more mad about me getting her bed dirty than me actually being in her bed.

"I'll take my clothes off if you want."

"I want you to get out. I didn't invite you in my bed or my room." She says with an attitude.

"Neither did I all those times you would just come in my room and sleep in my bed." I say to her smartly and she groans knowing that I actually have a point.

"Whatever." She says with an attitude and turns on her side facing away from me and watching t****k on her phone.

That was a mistake

I smoothly take off my shirt and then my pants next and I'm just in her bed with my underwear on.

"Why are you getting undressed? You're leaving." She says and turns to me. She probably felt all my movements when I was getting undressed.

"You were about to go cuddle with Alec with no bra and no underwear on." I say to her

"I was gonna put underwear on." She says and rolls her eyes at me.

"No need. You can turn back over now." I say in an amused tone. She rolls her eyes again but turns over.

Fucking perfect

I scoot closer to her so her butt is on my crotch.

"Why are you on me? You said I was naive and stupid." She says but doesn't scoot away.

"You're not stupid but you are naive." I say with a shrug and scoot even closer to her and wrapping my arms around her waist.

"I'm not naive I just have hope." She says and turns off her phone.

"Turn your head." She says

"Why?"

"I have to get the remote and this dress is short. If I lean up you'll see my butt." She says as if it's obvious

"I've seen your butt and p***y before." I deadpan.

"That was a year ago." She says but leans over anyways to get her remote off her nightstand.

Mercy!

As soon as she leans up her dress comes up too and I see her ass a little.

I sucking in a harsh breath.

She settles back into the bed but this time she's straight and she turns on her tv and goes straight to Disney+ and starts watching this show called Pair of Kings.

I watch it a little too and no one talks but I can see that she's falling asleep but for some reason she's fighting it.

"Why won't you just go to sleep?" I ask her tiredly

"You're on my side." She says in a tired tone.

"What?"

"I have to sleep near the door." She says

I sit up and grab her a little making her roll over me and move to the other side of the bed.

"Now sleep." I say while laying on my back looking at the ceiling.

She doesn't say anything. She just turns to her side and grabs my arm wrapping it around her.

I scoot very close to her and cuddle her from behind again.

"I thought you didn't want me touching you." I say to her.

"I wanted it to be Alec, I'm settling right now." She says nonchalantly.

I instantly release her and pinch her ass hard.

She yelps and turns to face me.

"What was that f-" She starts but i quickly cut her off my kissing her fully on the lips.

Her perfect f*****g lips.

I expected her to pull away, she doesn't but she's also not kissing me back.

I lick her bottom lip and she instantly opens her mouth letting me deeply kiss her. She's still not kissing me back. So I harshly bite her bottom lip. She pulls away quickly.

"Why would you do that?!" She yells at me holding her lip

I didn't even bite her that hard.

"Kiss me back." I say to her

"Look I don't know what you have going on but this." She says pointing between me and her

"Is not gonna happen." She says and finishes her sentence.

"What's not gonna happen?" I ask her and scoot closer to her.

"Us." She says sternly.

"Who said I wanted there to be an us?" I ask her and gently run my hands down her body while smirking at her.

"Oh HELL no." She says and shoots up from her previous laying down position.

"So dramatic." I say and sit up too.

"I might be a bit naive but I'm not stupid enough to get involved in any way with someone like you." She says with an attitude and looking at me.

"Really?" I ask her and slip one the strap from the dress down.

I'm not paying attention to anything she's saying but I know she's still talking.

I pull her other strap down and gently caress her shoulder.

"And I mean yeah sometimes I make crazy decisions but..." she says going on and on about nonsense.

I lean down and kiss her shoulder.

"Armani! Are you even listening to me?!" She yells at me and pulls straps back up.

"No." I say with a smirk.

"After tonight I never wanna see you again." She says in a frustrated tone then she scoots back down on the bed and turns on her side.

"Envy I'm just getting started." I say with a chuckle and scoot myself down too and cuddle her from behind.

"You're confusing and annoying." She says

"You're naive and a crybaby. Now be quiet." I say and close my eyes.

She continues to mutter under her breath but I fall asleep anyways.