This week has been a blur, the feeling of nothingness has returned, I want to say things are back to normal but I don’t know what normal is anymore. I see Bryce a couple of times in the hallway and my heartbreak that amount of time, it gets harder each day, being in the same class with him. He has stopped coming to lunch, I guess he is giving me my space, but he still comes around at night try to get me to talk to him but my mum sends him back.
I know my hurt is going to get worse once he leaves and I dread that day, according to what I am guessing probably next week before or after prom, since we will finish our finals tomorrow. I will miss him, I have to say I am tempted to leave but I just can’t.
I have had the best 3 months of my life with him and I won’t trade it for anything, if
