Beautiful face, dark mind

Beautiful face, dark mind

When I was younger, I wished for a puppy, the new hit toy that I kept seeing on T'V, maybe the cookies that my mother bought that I wasn't allowed to eat before dinner, but now, what I wish for the most, is happiness. The more I got older, the more unhappy I became with myself. I felt lonelier, I felt sad, and just not myself. I don't even know why. One day, I can be in the best mood I've ever been and then the next day, i'm in a horrible mood. When I'm in a horrible mood, every little thing will provoke me. I just want it to stop, I just want to feel happy all the time, not just once in a while. But I know that will never happen. I have a fear that no one truly cares how I feel. I wish someone would.