Strip!

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‎ ‎ ‎ 'His daughter?' I frowned, the phrase alone cracking a wound in my heart. ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ Is that what this is? How dare he... How dare he walk in like this and talk to me about Elena? ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ How dare he?! ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ I wanted to scream at him. I wanted to curse, to punch him right in the face. I felt the corners of my eyes stinging. ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ He wanted to be in Elena's life now? After having discarded me like I meant nothing back then? ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ Kiss the hair on my ass! ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ I forced a smile. “Is that so? Oh, so now you want to be a father to a p********e's daughter? How sweet. But, why do you think we want that?” ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ His eyes narrowed slightly.“I don't care what you think of me. l know that's what I want and I'll do whatever it takes,” he continued. “I don’t care what it costs. I don’t care what I have to do. I just want to be her father.” ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ Something inside my chest cracked, quietly. I felt hurt at the realization that he still saw me the same. ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ Nothing but a vessel, a p********e. I was no one important to him, nothing. " So you're saying I have no say in this? Is that what I'm hearing? Are you threatening to take my child away from me?" I queried, putting a foot forward. I won't let him do this. I have no objection being called a p********e by him, but my daughter? No one messes with her. Not him! ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ I watched his brows pull together. “That’s not what I meant." he said, stepping forward. ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ “Isn’t it?” I stepped closer, now staring up at him from beneath his jaw. “You came here after five years,” I continued. “And the first thing you say is that you want her?" ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ “What about me, Nicholas?” I said, my voice cracking. Though, I regretted saying it out loud. It felt like I was still testing how much I could bleed after having been wounded. I didn't mean it that way, but I couldn't say it didn't come out that way. But it was true, that's how I truly felt deep down. ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ Silence. ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ That silence answered everything ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ My throat tightened. But I refused to show it ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ I smiled instead. That same practiced smile I had learned to wear when life got too honest. ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ “Let me guess,” I said. “You still think I’m a p********e?” ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ His jaw clenched immediately. That reaction alone told me everything. ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ I laughed again. “There it is,” I whispered. “You can’t even deny it. Gosh, why are you even here?” I can't believe, I just can't! ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ “Look, I didn’t come here to insult you,” he said sharply. “I came for my daughter.” ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ “And if I told you I aborted her?” I shot back. “Would you know? Would you still be standing here?” ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ His expression shifted instantly. Something sharp crossed his face...Confusion? Anger? Shock? I wasn't sure what he felt. ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ “You didn’t,” he said, with certainty in his eyes. ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ My lips curled, enjoying the way he squirmed to make sense of himself. “Didn’t I?” ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ That landed harder than I expected. Even on me. ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ But then his voice cut through again, cold and controlled. “Madison, I didn’t know you were pregnant. I...” ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ I stared in his eyes, I don't know for how long. I didn't know whether that was an excuse or a genuine regret on his part. ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ “Does that make things any better?” I asked quietly. “You kicked me out anyway.” ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ His jaw tightened. “It’s not the same thing as what happened, Madison. We only parted as you and I couldn't work things out. It has nothing to do with her." ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ And that did it. ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ Something inside me snapped completely. So that's how he wants to phrase what happened? ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ I laughed, I didn't know why I did. ‎ ‎ ‎ I could feel the tears stinging the corner of my eyes, almost dropping as I laughed. “Oh my God,” I said. “You’re so unbelievable.” I wiped the corners of my eyes with the back of my finger. ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ “You really think you get to decide what counts as abandonment?” I looked at him again. “You slept with me. Then you told me that was a mistake." ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ “And now you show up like you’re entitled to a child you didn’t even know existed.” I almost barked. " Do you even hear yourself?" ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ His eyes darkened.“ You don’t get to keep her from me,” he said finally. ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ I smiled, slow and dangerous. Looking right in his eyes as I said, “watch me.” ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ He clenched his jaw tight, but he couldn't retort. ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ My smile widened, naturally. I enjoyed seeing him powerless like this. I wanted to strip him of everything he held dear. Everything. ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ I wanted to see him squirm more. ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ I tilted my head, an idea formed in my head. “Or if you’re serious,” I said lightly. “Why don't you prove that you'd really do anything to be in Elena's life?” ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ His eyes narrowed. “What?” ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ I smiled, wider. “Strip.” ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ His face tightened, he glared at me as if he could tear me apart the next second. But I didn’t look away from him. ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ Not once. ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ “Out there,” I added calmly. “On set.” ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ “Show me you’re willing to be anything for her. You want the daughter of a p********e? How about you prove you're not ashamed of us?” ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ His expression turned dark instantly. “You-” he started. But stopped. ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ I watched him carefully. Then I leaned slightly closer, “Or was this all just talk?” I smirked. ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ Something cracked in him. I saw it. But he didn’t answer. Instead, he turned sharply, “And you think this changes anything?” he said coldly.“I will be in my daughter’s life. And you won’t stop me.” ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ Then he walked out. The door shut behind him. ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ I wanted to laugh, but I could only smile, and it broke halfway. Because the moment he left… I stopped pretending. ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ My knees weakened slightly. But it was too late. Tears burned down my face anyway, hot and damning. I'd been holding them in for long. ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ Madam Marissa rushed in first immediately, “Madis-" ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ "What the hell did he say to you?” ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ I wiped my face quickly and forced my voice steady, “I’m fine.” ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ Jade stepped forward with tissues. I took them with gratitude. ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ “It's just… past matters,” I said quietly. ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ Then I straightened, forced my mask back on. “We finish the shoot,” I said. “Then we go home.” ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ Madam Marissa studied me for a long moment. Then she finally nodded, “I’ll get Holly.” The door closed behind her again. ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ I sat there alone for a moment longer, eyes fixated on myself in the mirror, regulating my breath and steadying myself for the next set. ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ I have a job to do. ‎ ‎
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