And why is he doing that? Because he wants to be with you. Get it through your lovely little head; you are special to him and you don't have to be humble about that" I digest what Poppy is telling me for a moment. And in that moment I try to picture a future for Rhodes and me. It could be incredibly premature and a stupid thing to do both for my heart and my ego but my head isn't trying to stop me so down the rabbit hole I go. What if he did love me, and we went on incredible adventures together? What if he took me to all the amazing places I've only ever dreamed of going? Would he want to get married, or is he one of those people who believes that marriage is a silly concept? If we had children, would they have my eyes or his? Would our house be the one from my dreams? A sprawling est

