"Why do you have to give me £1500 a week though? That's an extreme amount of money for someone like me to be getting for being in a relationship where I'm happy"
"Because that's the way I've always done things" A silence falls between us. I'm not calm anymore, his words are hitting home now. Just like he's done with his other matches.
"I thought I was different than the other times, I thought you wanted to do things differently with me because you felt different with me" I remind him as I let go of his hand. His gaze seems to soften as he seems to catch on to where my mind is headed.
"No you are it's just...it's hard for me to break routine sometimes.." I can't look up at him, his voice suddenly sounds so sad and defeated, I don't want to see if his facial expressions match. Instead I
