It's been a few days since my negotiation at the office with Mr Whitlock, and I haven't heard from him yet. I don't have his phone number so I can't reach out to him until he reaches out to me I suppose, just another way I'm under his control. As per our agreement, I have gone into work today at the university bookstore with the intention of resigning, and I am absolutely dreading it. I've only had the job for a couple of months and I have really enjoyed it; my co-workers are great, our boss is really lovely and the work hasn't been too stressful or hard. I kind of wish I didn't have to quit. I don't want my life to end up revolving around this man, especially if I'm not even sure if I like him that much. You see those women around town who have rich successful husbands and all they do

